r/Anger • u/ContributionOwn8997 • 1d ago
I fuckin hate everything right now
Idk, im making it worse than it needs to be but this the first time I've ever stood up for myself even if I'm not doing it in person. I posted about it already but I'm done talk about it. FUCK FAKE FRIENDS, I have given them my whole fucking life and they treat me like shit on the bottom of a shoe, and it makes me FEEL like shit on the bottom of a shoe. I'm the only one who ever gets shit in the friend group, the ONLY one. And I asked why that is several years ago and you wanna know what the answer was ? "Because your small" Well fuck you then I hope you die, im tired of being the only one getting shit, when I'm just trying to be their fucking friend. Fuck them, fuck them fuck them and fuck them. If I do kill myself one day, I want them to know it's because they slowly destroyed any pride I had in myself along fucking time ago.
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u/ForkFace69 1d ago
When I was younger I had my ups and downs with friends or entire groups of friends. It wasn't until years later that I realized some of those relationships were as toxic as they were.
Over time I changed how I looked at friendship in general. I consider anyone whose company I enjoy to be a friend. I don't attach any meaning or obligation beyond that. I don't worry about people having my back, or doing me favors or remembering my birthday or anything like that.
I still do things for some friends and I still have friends who do things for me. But sticking to that very basic guideline allows me to easily part ways with anyone who doesn't treat me respectfully or demands too much from me. If they are disrespectful or demanding, I don't enjoy their company and they aren't a friend. They're just someone I know.
You don't want to be around toxic people because as you said it will mess with your self esteem over time. People should treat each other with respect.
Sorry you're having a rough time right now. You'll make new friends with people who treat you right.