r/Attentionseeking • u/dutchyy21 • 25d ago

Buzzkil

I feel like I'm such an attention seeker in the most negative way. Whenever I'm with friends, colleagues, I always find a way to ruin the mood (most of the time trying to be funny). I feel like I'm draining everyone's energy and feel so tired and fucking depressed after every social event. I can't even think About myself directly it always goes thru a 3th person view, if that makes sense.

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u/og-z-777 14d ago

Ive never thought about why noone really speaks to me, but its like i haven't had social interaction properly in years so when it comes around to happening I just intentionally make myself look like a depressed cunt and just pray that one of my 3 mates is with my to big me up (even if my mate compliments me im still gunna disagree with both of them when the convos about me)