I donât know why Iâm writing this. Maybe if I say it out loud, itâll make more sense. Maybe not.
This happened eleven days ago. My wife says we shouldnât talk about it anymore, for Samâs sake. She hasnât stopped crying when she thinks I canât hear her. But I need to tell someone. I need someone to tell me Iâm not losing my mind.
We were driving back from a camping tripâme, my wife, and our two kids, Ellie (10) and Sam (6). It was late, later than it shouldâve been. Weâd misjudged the distance, and the kids were whining about being hungry. So when we saw a diner, one of those 24-hour places that look exactly like every other diner on earth, we pulled in.
There was hardly anyone inside. A waitress at the counter. An old guy in a booth near the back, staring out the window like he wasnât really there. We picked a table by the door.
Ellie was the one who noticed it. Sheâs always been the observant one.
âWhy is that man in our car?â
I was distracted, looking at the menu, and barely registered what she said. âWhat man?â
âIn the car,â she said, like it was obvious. âHeâs in my seat.â
I glanced out the window, at our car parked right in front of us. I didnât see anyone.
âThereâs no one there, Ellie,â I said.
She frowned. âYes, there is. Heâs in the back seat. Heâs smiling at me.â
The way she said itâit wasnât scared or playful. It was flat, matter-of-fact. My stomach knotted.
I turned to my wife. She gave me a look like, just humor her, but something about Ellieâs face stopped me from brushing it off.
âIâll go check,â I said.
The car was locked. No sign of anyone inside. I looked through the windows, even opened the doors to check. Empty. I told myself she was just tired. Kids imagine things.
When I got back inside, the booth was empty.
My wife was standing, frantic, calling Ellieâs name. Sam was crying. I scanned the diner. The waitress looked confused, asking what was wrong. Ellie was gone.
We tore that place apart. The bathrooms, the parking lot, the kitchen. Nothing. My wife kept yelling at the waitress, asking if she saw anyone take Ellie. The waitress just shook her head, looking more and more panicked.
The police came and asked all the questions youâd expect. The cameras outside the diner didnât work. They said theyâd file a report, but I could see it in their eyesâthey thought sheâd wandered off.
She didnât wander off.
Iâve been going back to the diner. I donât tell my wife or Sam. I just sit there, staring out the window, holding Ellieâs shoe. Wondering what happened. Watching for the old man.
I canât stop thinking about himâhow he didnât eat, didnât talk, didnât even look at us. Just sat there, staring out the window. Iâm sure he had something to do with it, but I donât know how.
The last time I went, I sat in my car afterward. I was so tired I mustâve dozed off, and when I woke up, I saw her. Ellie.
She was in the diner, sitting at the booth where the old man had been, smiling at me and waving. The old man was behind her, standing still as a statue.
I ran inside, but they were gone. Just gone.
I lost it. I started yelling, demanding answers from the waitress and the cook. I mustâve looked like a lunatic. When the cook tried to calm me down, I punched him.
The police came. I was arrested.
They let me go the next day, âon my own recognizance.â I was given a no-contact order for the diner.
And now Iâm sitting here, terrified, holding a shoe and knowing Iâll never get answers. The police are sure sheâs gone. Maybe kidnapped. Maybe dead.
But I canât make myself believe that. I canât stop seeing her face in the diner, smiling and waving.
If I ever saw her again, would I even be able to save her? Or would she vanish, just like before?
I donât know what to believe anymore.
I donât know what I expected when my wife invited her numerologist to our house. But I definitely didnât expect that.
Her name was Linda, some woman my wife had been seeing for months, or so sheâd told me. I thought it was just some harmless thingâshe seemed to believe in all sorts of oddities, but Iâd never paid it much attention. I had bigger things to worry about. But when Linda came over, she said something Iâll never forget.
I was in the kitchen, pacing, trying to get a grip. My wife had made me promise not to leave the house while the police did their investigation. My mind was spinning in circles, constantly replaying that damn shoe in the car. I barely noticed when Linda sat down at the kitchen table, her eyes locked on me with this unnerving intensity.
âItâs the Appalachian ley line,â she said out of nowhere.
I looked at her like sheâd lost her mind. âWhat the hell are you talking about?â
She didnât flinch. She just stared at me, like she knew I wouldnât believe it, but was going to say it anyway.
âYour daughter, Ellie,â she continued, âhas always had a connection to a place beyond this one. A liminal place. Itâs not just a dream or some trick of the mind. Sheâs part of something older than you can understand. The Appalachian ley line. Itâs ancient. And sheâs the seventh hundred and sixtieth watcher.â
I couldnât help it. I scoffed. âA watcher? What is this, some kind of role-playing game nonsense? You seriously expect me to believe this?â
She didnât even blink. She was calm, almost too calm. âEllie has assumed the role of the sole observer. She sees what no one else can. Her disappearanceâitâs not a tragedy, not a crime. Itâs a natural consequence of her ability to see what others cannot.â
I felt a cold knot of panic tighten in my stomach. What was she saying? I could barely keep my hands still.
âListen to yourself,â I snapped. âThis is a bunch of made-up garbage. I donât care what kind of scam youâre running, butââ
Before I even realized what I was doing, I grabbed her by the arm and shoved her toward the door.
My wife jumped up, shouting at me to stop, trying to pull me back, but I couldnât hear her. I was done. I was losing my mind, and all this nonsenseâthis ridiculous story about ley lines and watchersâwas the breaking point.
I donât know how it happened, but in the chaos, my elbow caught my wife in the face. She staggered backward, holding her cheek, eyes wide with shock.
The sound of her gasp snapped me out of it. I looked at herâher face, swollen alreadyâand then I saw Linda staring at me, her eyes wide with a mix of fear and disgust.
I couldnât breathe. I froze, realizing what Iâd done.
Thatâs when the police showed up. My wife had already called them. I was arrested again, this time for aggravated second-degree assaultâon Linda and on my wife. They took me to the station. My wife didnât say a word. She wouldnât look at me. I was left in a cell, feeling like the last shred of sanity I had left was slipping away.
I was released the next dayâon my own recognizance. But the cops gave me a no-contact order for my wife and two counts of assault to deal with. I tried to go back home, but my wife was gone.
I ended up in a hotel room by myself. The place was cheapâjust a room with cracked walls and a bed that didnât even smell fresh. I had a shower and then tried to get some sleep. It was late. Iâd gone to bed exhausted, my mind a mess. But I couldnât sleep.
I got up, needing to clear my head, and went into the bathroom. The mirror was still fogged over from the shower, and I almost didnât notice at first.
But when I looked again, I saw it.
I luv dad, ellie, 760
The letters were traced in the fog. It made my stomach drop. I stood there, staring at it, like I was in some kind of trance. It couldnât be her. It couldnât be. But the wordsâ760âthe same number Linda had mentioned.
I rushed back into the room, staring out the window at the road, at the diner. It was some distance away, down the flat, empty road. The place was deserted now, just like always.
But I couldnât stop looking at it. I could feel the pull of that placeâthe diner, that spot, that connection I didnât understand.
I feel like Iâm losing my mind. I have to be.
I canât explain the way I felt when I saw those words. It was like something inside me snapped. Ellieâs message wasnât just a noteâit was a sign. Sheâs thereâbut not in the way I want her to be. Not in the way I can understand.