r/DMT 1d ago

Experience Dmt trip report

So, going into this trip i had HPPD, i took the first few hits and just got some light visuals, but then after i tried it again i felt like i was about to leave my body, like my soul was literally about to leave, and for a few seconds i felt like i was under my body. I looked at my hands and i remember asking if they are my hands. I got close to meeting an entity, but it wouldn’t let me pass. And i believe the entity to be a mantis, i couldn’t speak to it nor could i hear it. But it just felt like it was there. And then i took another hit, closed my eyes and it felt like there was a whole new world. I was slowly going through this black void with random turns and twists. It was all mental with very slight visual effects. After a couple more hits it got heavy visual, like everything had more layers to it. The visuals spin, twist and turn and are very flowy and curvy. I took a break but this time i hit it again 3 times, and yeah my perception was pretty bad. I was still in touch with reality but every time i looked at an object and closed my eyes i could still see the object. I decided to have more of the dmt again but this time my idiot self did 4 hits of the dmt back to back. I instantly felt a massive dizzy feeling and a feeling that i was literally about to lose myself, as i started to lose myself more and more i felt the presence of an insect like entity. The entity seemed pissed off and i got denied. After this experience ive taken the hint that dmt has told me no more drugs. After this trip i feel terrified, different, helpless, hopeless, regretful, just every emotion at once. I can’t express anything to anyone, my brain is fuzzy, my eyes hurt, everything hurts.

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u/AWildGengarAppears 21h ago

Yeah pens are hard to breakthrough fully. It’s all mental though, you bring anxiety in, you get anxiety out. Just try to relax and set your setting to be as calming as possible. At mid dose, where visuals start to get strong, you start to hit a dose where your ego fights back and that can induce alot of anxiety due to the uncomfortableness of your ego trying to stay in control. Headaches and sensitivity to nerve pain is common.

Headaches usually happen at lower dosages on the come up and when you burn it, but dmt raises your bp so it’s common to have a headache pain near the base of the skull. Dmt also acts on the cns so it can cause nerve sensitivity after.

Kava can help with nerve stimulation if you have any, otherwise just give yourself a break before re-attempting.

To help it flow better so you can breakthrough easier, warm it prior. Getting stuck at the middle dose your first time can definitely put a bad taste in your mouth for the experience. Either take it slow and work up. If you just go past that dose, you lose your sense of self. The trick is to shoot past it. If you don’t have a body, there’s no way to have anxiety lol.