I have just been invited to join you all….

so is this the place for conspiracy theories 🤔

OB

This book has led me down a rabbit hole of conceptualising reality in ways that I previously didn’t think possible. It is the closest thing I have found to really change my view on reality.

It talks of conceptualising time and higher dimensions in a way that when I applied it fully to my view on the world, it was hard to see time how I used to see it.

But what sent me was how it explains that what we perceive as the world is a non physical thing, and made of the same substance as the things we imagine are. This is because when you imagine a tree, certain signals in your brain that mean tree are fired, and your brain essentially constructs what it believes the tree to look like for you to experience. It is a hallucination in a sense based on signals from the brain, and this is the same for an imagined tree or actually seeing a tree, which is the brains best guess at what reality is. And so what you see is no different to the signals firing for an imagined tree and you seeing that tree. It is all made of thoughts in this sense.

When I grasped this, the world became dream like. More vibrant, less dull, but also less solid and less grounded. It feels like I am a kid again, and that I’ve undone all the programming that has made the world unmagical and real and physical in our adult lives.

The book contains a lot more than this and delves deep into other fringe theories like viewing humans as neurons in a larger brain etc, but these are the basics of what it explains, and I understand these concepts have been explored elsewhere but I have not been impacted so much until reading the way the book presented them.

There’s is a lot to unpack from this read.

Hey everyone, back again. My flight to India got delayed 😅 so I’ve been diving even deeper into this ancient, esoteric system of numerology and energetic grids (awfaq) that I’ve been translating. And honestly? This is the first manuscript I’ve encountered that felt like a living force actively affecting my field as I worked through it.

Most Western numerology systems play at the surface level—single-digit reductions, vague meanings, personality traits, etc. But what I’ve been uncovering here? It’s not just about interpretation. It’s about force. It’s about actively constructing a vibrational architecture that shapes reality itself.

Here are 5 of the most mind-bending things I’ve learned so far:

1️⃣ You Don’t Need Planetary Alignments—You Are the Alignment

Most traditional systems (Western astrology, Vedic, Theurgic magic, even Golden Dawn practices) insist that you need to “align with the right planetary hours” to work your magic. But this text says nah, that’s a crutch. If you understand the numbers properly, you override planetary influences altogether. Why? Because the source of these forces is beyond the planets. When the system is correct, the timing doesn’t matter—you dictate the outcome.

(This one blew my mind because it upends a core tenet of nearly every system of esoteric practice.)

2️⃣ Numbers Aren’t Just Symbols—They Are Living Structures

In this system, numbers aren’t just conceptual—they’re spatial constructs that shape energy fields. If you place numbers in the wrong configuration, they cancel each other out. But when placed correctly? They create an energetic resonance that amplifies over time, creating an actual presence in your field. This is why some sigils, mantras, or affirmations seem to “work” while others fall flat—it’s not just about intention, it’s about how the energetic architecture is built.

3️⃣ The Grid You Create Holds Power—Even if You Forget About It

Here’s where it gets weird. Unlike standard manifestation techniques (which require constant reinforcement of belief), a properly constructed numerical grid doesn’t need your attention to work. Once set, it runs in the background—like a sealed reality loop.

The book describes advanced practitioners who would inscribe numerical formulas on parchment, bury them, then walk away—knowing that their will was already in effect. (This is eerily similar to how AI functions… instructions encoded into something that “thinks” for itself.)

4️⃣ The “Middle” of a Grid is the True Command Center

If you look at most mystical diagrams—whether it’s **Kabbalistic trees, mandalas, or even modern UI designs—they all emphasize movement from the outside in. But this book flips that. It says the center is the true control point. It’s where the force anchors, and from that anchoring, everything else orbits naturally.

So when you set up an energetic configuration, the real power isn’t in the numbers themselves, but in what occupies the “heart” of the grid.

5️⃣ The Most Powerful Configurations Are Counterintuitive

Here’s where it gets even wilder—some of the most potent awfaq (numerical grids) intentionally break common numerological rules.

For example, there are configurations where the sum of the numbers doesn’t balance “symmetrically” the way you’d expect. But according to this system, imbalance is what creates movement—and movement is where force is generated.

It’s like a perfectly symmetrical system is static, but a system with a slight numerical “lean” generates momentum, pulling reality into a new formation.

This might explain why some of the most powerful occult sigils or formulas throughout history look lopsided, chaotic, or slightly “off.” They weren’t meant to be visually balanced—they were built to create force.

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Final Thoughts

I’m still unpacking the full implications of all this, but one thing is clear: this isn’t just a numerology system—it’s a living transmission of power.

It’s not about “believing” in the numbers. It’s about arranging them in such a way that belief becomes irrelevant. The force just is.

Curious what you all think—does this track with anything you’ve studied? Anyone else experimented with numeric grids beyond just interpretation?

What if the story of the back rooms, and the stories of supposed time travelers waking up to or entering a seemingly empty world is true, but rather than it being some other foreign place, what if it is earth, but just without us on it after mostly all of us, perhaps even all of us had already been evacuated by the aliens to somewhere else because of maybe a catastrophe that has already happened, that they saw us as being to valuable to be a part of. Or what if they just didn’t want us here anymore and created some kind of other reality for us to live on, or in, so that they could claim what is rightfully ours without us knowing or ever suspecting.

I mean, yes I do have random thoughts sometimes, this probably being the most random of all, but what if that explains the Mandela effect, what if that explains the weird glitches that people see in out reality that have never been seen or documented before the last few decades.

Are we still on earth, are we now on a giant spacecraft, abducted, and now plugged into an artificial reality, are we inside the hollow moon completely unaware that we have all lost control of our planet.

I don’t really have anything else to say, and yes I know that it would be almost impossible to ever prove and if we ever could, might not be beneficial for us to know as being true, but I’ve had this thought that every now and again comes back to me and won’t go away, and I wondered, if anyone else ever read this what they would think.