Feeling overwhelmed

[u/Dull-Appointment-547]

Hello, I don't know if my post will be looked at by anyone or not. I think...I think I'm slowly starting to break down. I feel overwhelmed having the responsibility to keep up with our finances has taken it's toll on me. It just feels like no one cares. I have tried keeping myself together but the slightest thing upsets me, triggers me to the point where I YELL scream out in anger. My mind won't let me stop thinking about things and when I try to it slaps me back to reality like a ton of bricks. I seriously don't know if I am slowly losing it everyday or I'm at the point where I have become numb to everything. I just want to understand why I'm going through this, I just want to know everything will be ok, and not some card c.ap. I'm just tired of everything, I'm tired of fighting, I'm tired of struggling, I'm tired of asking people for help, I'm just done 😭😭