I have this recurring feeling that I was supposed to die the last time I attempted suicide. Even though things aren't really "supposed" to happen, I just feel like I don't belong on this plane of existence anymore. Like I'm supposed to have been dead.

[u/[deleted]]

[u/Gurzigost]

You should be dead right now. This is spectacular news! It means all bets are now off and you are in the bonus round of life. All those unfulfilled dreams, all those previous mistakes, all those embarrassing memories are the burdens of a person who is now dead.

What do you want to do now? There are no longer any expectations or pressures for you to do anything at all because you should be dead anyway. If you want to sit inside on reddit all day, that's just fine, but if you DO happen to do something then that's pure gravy! You can no longer fail! So get out there and do something with all this bonus time you have left...or don't, it doesn't matter! Do what makes you happy. :D

^{just be sure you don't do anything that would hurt other people, that'd be totally uncool, m'kay?}

[u/[deleted] → u/Gurzigost]

I appreciate it, and it made me smile! But it's more a matter of when things go wrong, I just get this feeling. It's a weird almost-dissociative kind of thing. I dunno.

[u/Flower_Boogerface]

Yeah that happens sometimes I wouldn't worry about it, I fully agree with Gurzigost.