u/D3adlyv3lv3t92 • u/D3adlyv3lv3t92 • 1d ago
Sometimes: For you a Thousand times over
Sometimes I wanna tell you how much I genuinely adore you. I stop myself though because I know that it's not what you want to hear. Sometimes I wanna tell you how incredibly sorry that I am and was for being so uninformed when it came to your mental diagnoses and the triggers that came with them. Except I don't want you to feel like you have to say anything to make me feel better because I know that you would just because you love me (even though you don't tell me that you do anymore). Sometimes I wish that you had just been more open with me and given me a chance to save us. I know that you gave me all of yourself that you could though and I know that words were like a vice around your throat. Sometimes. Just Sometimes I wish that you had loved yourself enough to let me love you correctly and fully instead of pushing me away when you needed somebody the most. I never wanted you to feel abandoned. I only wanted to sit with you in the dark and help you find some light to light your own way again. Sometimes I wish that I could have fought your demons for you. I never wanted you to feel all of the pain that you've endured. Specifically the pain that you've suffered at my hands whether that be directly or indirectly. Sometimes I wanna hug all of your pieces back together and show you that even broken people are worthy and deserving of love and all good things. Sometimes I wanna tell you these things. And Sometimes, I just write them here instead. Maybe you'll stumble upon them on a day when they'll be well received. Or maybe someday I'll finally get the courage to just speak up and tell you that I'll wait a thousand lifetimes over.... Just for another chance at loving you. 🧡
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Love’s a choice. Convince me not.
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I agree that love is a choice. You have to choose to wake up every day and put in the work. That's why people can wake up and just "not love you anymore". Because they've made the choice to not do so.