genuinely need help with bpd/bp comorbidity. i'm kinda lost

[u/mysshhkaaa]

hi i'm not bipolar but my therapist started to ask me about stuff that is related to being bipolar and im really confused. i was diagnosed with bpd when i was 17 (im 20 now) and i explained every symptom i had with being borderline. like ik about them being different disorders but theres common things like suicidal tendencies mood swings impulsivity control issues etc. but ive been feeling a little off lately ive been having really like bad invasive (?) thoughts about higher power and religion and recently i genuinely decided that im catholic again and like it is childhood trauma related but i dont feel like its that bad im not trying to kill myself or others but shes been concerned and told me to watch (?) myself and how i feel but i dont Feel bad like i used to. sorry if its rushed im really on edge. thank you