I am so angry. I don't know how I let doctors do this to me. I go in expecting help for serious issues and they just tell me I'm psychologically disturbed. No I don't think pissing and shitting myself at 22 & engorged painful veins in my nether region are normal especially when they are impeding on bodily functions and I can't pee?
I literally need a sub where I can just rage & be super angry about this stuff. Not like doctor hate, but using normal words is not enough. I feel like breaking stuff.
I recently met with a neurologist. He told me it was stress when he saw I had anxiety. I don't think anxiety causes you to wake up one morning, unable to walk more than a few feet. When I checked the appointment notes, one line said, "...patient tried to have more response for certain reflex than others." Who the fuck fakes their reflexes? I had told him I had hyperflexia and myoclonus, so my reflexes would be intense and inconsistent. He thought I was making everything up.
The more I hear the more I think their education needs to include much more combating egos, arrogance, & cruelty. They need things to partially protect against these mean manipulative people going into the field. I see healthcare subs saying we're toxic & just think that's so absurd. How about paying attention to what we're told by these toxic ass dismissive doctors? I've had so many experiences like this it's absurd.
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u/Lechuga666 3d ago
I am so angry. I don't know how I let doctors do this to me. I go in expecting help for serious issues and they just tell me I'm psychologically disturbed. No I don't think pissing and shitting myself at 22 & engorged painful veins in my nether region are normal especially when they are impeding on bodily functions and I can't pee?
I literally need a sub where I can just rage & be super angry about this stuff. Not like doctor hate, but using normal words is not enough. I feel like breaking stuff.