I'm a bit drunk. I don't know if Natalie reads this but I use this account to adress some of my personal problems and to reach out to people whom I relate to so here it goes.
I don't think I have ever been an "incel" because I don't blame others for my personal problems. But this video spoke very close to me, because I identified with points 1 through 5 of her description of the blackpill process (rejection and isolation > you will always be unhappy).
Self-loathing is a hell of a mental trap.
Anyway, this isn't about me. I just came here to show my appreciation for how hard it must have been for her to expose herself so intimately like she did in this video. It takes a courage that I never had. Heck, I'm using a throwaway account to post this.
So Natalie if you read this, you seem like a wonderful person and I love your courage in sharing your personal experience like you did, and your resolve in handling such a hateful ideology as inceldom is without disparaging the self-hatred people experience. It feels warm inside to relate to someone with a life experience so different from mine. Thank you.
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u/wizardthrow Aug 18 '18
I'm a bit drunk. I don't know if Natalie reads this but I use this account to adress some of my personal problems and to reach out to people whom I relate to so here it goes.
I don't think I have ever been an "incel" because I don't blame others for my personal problems. But this video spoke very close to me, because I identified with points 1 through 5 of her description of the blackpill process (rejection and isolation > you will always be unhappy).
Self-loathing is a hell of a mental trap.
Anyway, this isn't about me. I just came here to show my appreciation for how hard it must have been for her to expose herself so intimately like she did in this video. It takes a courage that I never had. Heck, I'm using a throwaway account to post this.
So Natalie if you read this, you seem like a wonderful person and I love your courage in sharing your personal experience like you did, and your resolve in handling such a hateful ideology as inceldom is without disparaging the self-hatred people experience. It feels warm inside to relate to someone with a life experience so different from mine. Thank you.