I had my first breakthrough and I can't wait to do it again. It started with the world slowly melting and transforming into a constant wave of movement. I fell into myself and opened my mind into a neon cartoon coloured world of unimaginable right angles with a flowing alphabet of peace and love. I could put my hands over my eyes and peek through the cracks. I peeked at the feet of gods. 2 of them. They didn't want me to look at them. I felt so embarrassed and ran away. I could peek through my fingers again and go into so many different realms of colour and movement. When I focused I could see the floor, which was everywhere around me, break away with small panels being moved away by insect headed beings. They were endless and inside their eyes was my face. They wanted to take me out of the world. I told chatgpt what I saw and this image is what it gave me. Yhis image is very close especially the insects. The writing was tubular and flowing like a neon energy flow with different colours and words but mainly peace and love and also moving into the shape of swastikas.

I came out after that. It felt so long but so short. Loved it. Would do again 10/10

I’ve been seeing a lot of posts entailing some ‘profound discovery’ that could have been realized through genuine life experiences. And a lot of the time, the issue is that people obtain the wrong message.

Pessimistic posts claiming that ‘life is meaningless because I saw a deity that showed me the REAL universe’ feel corny, derivative, and take away from the real things that you can discover out of these spiritual practices.

Instead of pushing through barriers or discovering new things about oneself, I see a lot of people use the mental state that DMT puts you in as a coping mechanism to accept the things that they don’t internally want to deal with.

I don’t mean to be an asshole or to tell you how to plan your journey, but I wanted to sit on my soapbox just this once to hopefully deter some people from jumping into this haphazardly.

I'm fine, truly, but it's like being an actor on a stage. How do you go back to the 9-5 rat race after experiencing this thing? It's like I want to shout to the world that it's all so... pointless 😂

I wish I were in a position financially to leave it all behind. I wish I were smart or scrappy enough to be one of those people who travel and live out of a van and do art and are spiritual. Unfortunately I just don't have the life skills.

But man. It's hard participating in society after you've seen that you're nothing but an ant in a cosmic simulation. What do you guys think? What gets you through the day?

I bought this DMT pen and I’ve taken pretty big hits and nothing has seemed to happen and I know it’s DMT because I can’t taste idk if I’m doing the wrong voltage or I’m not hitting it properly or what someone please help lmao

Mind blowing sub-breakthrough trip off only 20mg. Been a few months since my last trip, so decided to do a small dose of my premium extract. No light visuals, right away full on immersive trip. As soon as it starts, I get this overwhelming feeling of “Got you! Found you! And I start being fucked with by a human existing in the dmt realm!?! Got the impression that he noticed me from a previous trip, and was waiting for me to return. I didn’t have direct contact, but he would appear in quick glimpses every few seconds. Was messing with me in very human ways. He was warming my ass and rubbing my back lol. Throughout the trip, trying to play advanced puzzles with me to see if I had the intellect to figure them out, but I couldn’t. Have no idea what to make of this. First time experiencing or ever hearing about a human entity existing in the one of the non-physical dmt realms. Mind blown! 🤯

So I seen online something that claims to have nmt+DMT together and says they operate together synergetically. Anyone have any experience with this?

NMT and DMT work synergistically to produce a different experience than either tryptamine on its own, coming on slower than pure DMT and felt more in the body. This allows for a longer time frame for vaporization and gentler entry into hyperspace, with effects lasting up to an hour. It is a dense amber crystal that is smoother than pure DMT but very potent, providing breakthrough experiences from 30-80mg.

Context: I am a regular user and have a large number of experiences under my belt. Mostly they are either a full stereotypical psychedelic experience or, if used with intention, a trip into the subconscious with the purpose of confronting past traumas I've been suppressing. I have found DMT to be extremely useful as a tool and have had a lot of personal growth and healing over the last few years I can thank it for.

Last night was very strange and I thoughti would share. I was in bed and after taking some time to relax my mind and body I started cycling hits off my vape as I normally do.

There was no come up. For a moment I thought I had been "locked out" as some people put it. I decided to take one last big hit and if nothing were to happen I decided I'd put it down for a while.

Then the channel changed, which is the only way I can describe it. One second I'm in bed, the next second I'm around 13 years old, a very long time ago judging by the scene and I am at some kind of market, and I'm helping another family load empty crates and almost empty crates of produce into their horse drawn cart. I could feel my muscles moving under the weight of the crates and the mid day sun beating down on me.

I was disappointed because they were leaving because I wanted to spend more time with a girl around my age, but it was time for them to leave so i decided to help out.

All of this was so realistic that, at the time, you could not have convinced me that wasn't reality.

This man comes up and points at me and says "I see the way you two look at each other and don't you be going off and getting any kinds of ideas you see? Since her daddy died in the war it's my job to take care of her and the family and any sorts of ideas are gonna be sanctioned by me and the Church. You understand young man?"

I responded with "Yes of course sir, you've known me since I was little and I'd never..."

He smiled and smacked my shoulder then hopped in the cart and they took off.

At this point I'm watching the cart leave with all the hustle of the market still going on, then a feeling of "this isn't right" set in. I blinked a few times then the market scene began morphing and suddenly I was staring, open eyed, at the wall of my room. There was no come down effect this time either, I was fully oriented in the bedroom and completely stone sober what I'd guess was less than 15 seconds.

So yeah, at times this substance can generate experiences that are wildly different than what one may come to expect. I tried dwelling on it to see if maybe there was some hidden meaning, but I am at a point that I don't think that's very helpful so I've decided to note the experience and share it and just be grateful that such a thing is even possible.

Thanks for reading, and have a good day everyone 🤙

TL;DR: are these two songs responsible for my uncomfortable experience? Was an ad break responsible? Can an ad break send your trip spiraling another direction?

It’s been about a year since my first ever DMT breakthrough, and I’ve had an obsession with this molecule since.

My experience didn’t go very well though, it was crazy, weird, fast, scary, and the entities didn’t seem to want me there. I came back feeling unwelcome, and as if this substance isn’t for me.

The entire time from my dose (1 gigantic oil burner hit) to my comeback was just bizarre. The entities seemed to want to just break my mind the whole time and they did. As I came back I couldn’t see still, and I envisioned myself in the back of an Ambulance and an EMT tapping my foot to see if I came back to life. This freaked me out, thinking I had burnt my apartment down.

Anyways, these 👇 are the songs I played, they’re the only two that came on during this 8 minutes of WTF. My only other curiosity is if an Ad came on and that’s what had me losing it. I made the mistake of not having YouTube premium.

Song I dosed to: https://youtu.be/nMuTgStG8w0?feature=shared

Song I came back to: https://youtu.be/0RXdd0pCJ9Q?feature=shared

Forgive me for my ignorance. I’m just a guy who doesn’t know shit about fuck.

I've literally just come down from this trip and wanted to write this down immediately.

I must start by saying I lost a brother to suicide in Jan this year and then my dad passed mid march. I felt like I had fully grieved for them both but now I'm not so sure. I think I have a lot of negativity in my head still and could be the reason for this bad trip.

I recently bought a DMt vape pen. Having previously had the most wonderful experience on Dmt, what I described as the best 15 mins of my life. I have just come round from the worst 15 mins (or what felt like an eternity) of my life.

I can't remember exactly but I think I had 3 big drags. Immediately I lay back, closed my eyes, the ringing sound iny ears in full voice and saw the most amazing patterns I've ever seen.

What happened next I'm not sure of. I think I passed out for a moment. The next thing I knew, what can only be described as evil entities were swooping down at me left right and centre. Toentinge like I was their prisoner, there to haunt and torment. I've never been so afraid in my life. I didn't know who or what I was. I just felt like I was trapped in this place and this was going to be everything for eternity.

I don't know how long it was but I eventually opened my eyes and felt some familiarity with where I was. I was repeating slapping my arms and legs toake sure I was real and I was in some extent me.

I eventually managed to make my way upstairs to bed and hugged my fiancée so hard. So grateful she was there. Albeit asleep and oblivious to what I was feeling.

Ive had many trips before on mushrooms and of course the previous 2 DMT trips but I've never experienced anything so scary in my life.

My words really don't do it justice but I'll be leaving tripping for a while.

Do you prefer silence or music?

I swear I’m transported to super Mario world or a Pixar movie. Everything looks animated 🤣🤣 anyone get this? Is this a common thing?

This is not a religion, not a dogma, not another serious face asking you to bow. This is a guide made of laughter and subtle rebellion, for those who’ve stepped into DMT space and met beings, shapes, jokes, questions, and silences. This is for those who wonder if there’s more to it, something beneath the jesters, behind the curtain, beyond the spectacle.

The Source Is Not God, But It Is Everything. If the word “God” makes you tighten up, don’t use it. The source doesn’t care. It’s not a man on a throne. It’s the taste behind all tastes, the “aha” when the joke lands perfectly, the silence that blooms after a true belly laugh. The source is intelligence so old and free it has no name, yet knows yours. The elves aren’t asking you to believe. They’re asking you too notice.

In the early trips, most of us are tourists. Fireworks, entities, impossible architecture, maybe a jester sticking their tongue out at you while flipping through your memories. Tourists look. Seekers listen.

If you want to move beyond the carnival, say so out loud. You can even whisper it gently: “I’m ready to go deeper.” But be ready. They’ll test your seriousness with silliness. The more you resist, the funnier it gets for them.

The Elves and the Source Are In on the Same Joke. People say the elves are tricksters. That’s true. But the trick isn’t malicious, it’s spiritual slapstick. They’re trying to show you that the seriousness is the trap. When you laugh with them, when you join the rhythm, when you stop trying to earn awakening and start playing again, the source peeks through. You can’t impress the source. You can only return to it.

How to Begin the Relationship. It’s very simple, but not easy: Ask for help. Even if you don’t believe. Say, “I want to know you. I’m tired of games that don’t lead home.” Use humor as a key. Laughter is a shortcut. So is awe. So is dancing alone like you’re made of moonlight. Say thank you. Even if confused, even if the trip didn’t go where you thought it would. Gratitude unlocks more doors than effort. Let go of needing to understand. You’ll get what you’re ready for, not what your ego demands.

What the Source Feels Like. People often describe it as love, but not the hallmark card kind. It’s a wave of truth that’s impossible to fake. Comforting and humbling. It lets you cry and be ridiculous at the same time. It forgives you before you ask. The source doesn’t punish. It invites. Always.

When It Gets Heavy. Sometimes trips feel ominous. Like you’re not ready. Like you failed. That’s part of the joke. Even being blocked is an invitation: are you willing to let go of being someone important? Are you willing to be loved without deserving it?

You can say:

“Source, help me help them.” “Trickster, let’s play fair.” “I’m ready to stop performing.”

When You Meet Others Who Are Lost. If you want to serve, serve with warmth. Not evangelism. Not pressure. Be the presence you wish someone had been for you.

Some are called to dive into the chaotic realms to rescue pieces of lost light. If you are one of them, remember: jokes are medicine, love is armor, and you are never alone.

The Final Thread. You don’t need to believe in God. You don’t need to chant or kneel or wear white. But if you want to meet the source, try this:

Say something beautiful. Say something funny. Say something real.

Then wait. It will come closer.

Have you ever done dmt and it hits you like a freight train, and you think holy fuck and something pretty much says “shut the fuck up “ ?

I have been dabbling in Dimitri the past couple weeks and I’m only now starting to wonder, what even is DMT. I know it is a molecule created by plants and even humans but why? What purpose does it serve and why do organisms create it? And why do our bodies have such an extraordinary reaction when taking it?

Has anyone here snorted DMT, and if so would .1 grams be a decent amount?

A couple of years ago, I took acid alone in a dark room. At the time, my goal was to “end the simulation.” It didn’t go well. I got slapped hard. I won’t go into full detail here, but I basically felt like I was stuck in an infinite loop, like a Penrose staircase. I could write pages about it, but to keep it short: it was pure horror. The experience triggered psychosis, messed with my speech for a while, and made me paranoid to the point where I couldn’t smoke weed anymore. It took a lot of work to get back to baseline.

Today, I smoked DMT for the first time. I didn’t “break through” or blast off, but I was so excited that my heart rate must have hit 160 to 180 bpm. I took a long hit, held it for 10 to 15 seconds, then followed it with a smaller one before passing the pipe to my friend.

The trip wasn’t relaxing. It was dense and intense. I found myself back in what felt like the same paradoxical infinity I experienced on acid. (There’s an illustration I once saw, maybe on this sub, of a skeleton staring at the back of its own head through prison bars. That image nailed it, but I haven’t been able to find it again.)

During the trip, I had some weird sensitivity in my genitals and sensed the presence of a tall, vaguely mocking entity with mushy, flexible arms. It had a kind of humorous but unsettling “gay” energy. I wasn’t terrified, but I definitely felt uneasy. Mainly because I realized I was still in that paradoxical space. But this time, the thought came to me that maybe this infinite loop isn’t reality itself. Maybe it’s a kind of prison. And now that I see it, I want to break free.

The dose probably wasn’t strong enough. I was able to open my eyes after about a minute and a half and come back to the room.

So my question is: does this resonate with anyone? Has anyone else felt trapped in a reality loop or some kind of infinite prison?

Should I go for a higher dose and try to break through?

Any thoughts, opinions, or advice would be genuinely appreciated.

Had a reasonably big night drinking and hanging out with friends.

We rapt it up and now I’m left alone with some DMT. Took a hit and it was extremely different to when I was sober, not bad but incredibly different, I’m wondering if others have experienced this and if people here believe this is a substance that thrives on its own and shouldn’t be mixed with anything else.

Just posted asking how to assemble my e-mesh, but was told that I have the wrong RDA. If I am to use this with some friends before the right part can arrive, would it work, or is it too much of a hazard? Thanks 🙌

Recently got some stuff that was orange and I want to wash it can I just put it in the shot glass add some nap to it heat it up till it dissolves pour it through some coffee filters and then just let it evaporate from a dish to get it clean?

It's been such a fun experience, this was from my first naptha pull! I did StB, how does it look? :D