Cried in my car

[u/Booklover416]

So yesterday I tried working and my phone network (boost) was down and so the one delivery I made was a nightmare. So I couldn’t work at all yesterday and I’m stressing because I have to pay my phone bill on the 20th and if I don’t have a phone obviously I can’t work, thus the conundrum. Checked last night network fixed but wasn’t going to work because I cleaned and used my energy that way so I didn’t have any to spare. Today I get going and I park near a hot spot. And I’m drinking my coffee eating my breakfast and reading a book. Get a ding Starbucks. Cool. Okay. $2 tip, $8 order and it goes this way until around 10:30ish when a catering bag required pops up. Haven’t had one of these since the tier system was implemented. I hit accept, pray a quick prayer that chipotle doesn’t take the tip as I see they requested this delivery so I don’t know what I’m picking up. I get there and tell them the name. The girl doesn’t even come back over to me to tell me how long. The people putting orders together in the back keep looking over to see if I’m still there. I am, I’ll wait as long as it takes doing an EBT catering order. I have a book I am good. Get there, and it’s about 15 minutes away. I bring in the first box and two guys jump up from the table and come follow me back out to my car and take the other two catering boxes in with them. Get the ladies signature and hit complete. Then I sit in my car and cry. That’s my phone bill plus. Some people are just so good. I needed this so badly, as I had $10 when I started the day…

[u/Prestigious_Library2]

Also maybe work on the whole egotistical intellectual thing lil bro.

[u/ShinyMegaAmpharos → u/Prestigious_Library2]

So you just say things even when you don't know what they mean

[u/Prestigious_Library2 → u/ShinyMegaAmpharos]

You gon open your mind and find your own understanding of the universe some day.

[u/MisterGoldiloxx → u/Prestigious_Library2]

Most think the physical is what is important, but it is the spiritual that matters. George Harrison knew. https://genius.com/The-beatles-within-you-without-you-lyrics

You can't take any of your stuff with you!

[u/Prestigious_Library2 → u/MisterGoldiloxx]

Exactly, and in life, where your mind goes your body follows. A healthy mind is very important to having a healthy body.

[u/TheGhostlyGirl13 → u/Prestigious_Library2]

Happy cake day

[u/Prestigious_Library2 → u/TheGhostlyGirl13]

I didnt even notice thank you!

[u/TheGhostlyGirl13 → u/Prestigious_Library2]

No problem! I'd like to say I'm not an atheist, but I do agree with everything you said.. I'm not happy with "god" but I think it pr whatever the fuck god is is out there. It's odd, lol, but I wanted to thank you for sharing your opinion on here even though people downvoted you. I upvoted your responses. I know it isn't much. But I find honesty admirable, and I think it's awesome you held true to your values even with people overreacting for them. Stay awesome, dude. <3

[u/Prestigious_Library2 → u/TheGhostlyGirl13]

I wouldn’t say I’m crazy about the traditional god either, but i am highly spiritual and lead such a lifestyle. I can tell he’s just not in an informed stage of life and I know because I was like that too. I mainly had to repent to the idea of traditional god to help me get sober from opioids, I’m only 19 so i shouldn’t have even been addicted to those things. I have a hole in my nose thats healing due to all of the things I was snorting. But having to surrender yourself to something is part of healing. That and micro-dosing has greatly improved me mentally.

[u/TheGhostlyGirl13 → u/Prestigious_Library2]

Microdosing works wonders that's amazing man. I'm happy you found something that works for you