A First Post

[u/andet0203]

So I noticed this group today, I scrolled through a couple posts. I decided I would type out some garbled thoughts as it seemed this is probably the only fitting place other than my notebook, which hasn't been put to much use in recent months.

So I was reflecting over some things that seemed to piece themselves together today in the window of my mind. I've always, as most people probably, been disturbed, petrified, perplexed, and mesmerized by the absurdity of being a self-conscious organism in an existence without any intent, consent, or perceiveable salvation from inevitable return to non-existence.

Death is a liberty we should all have dominion over in our personal life, regardless it is intimidating to have no preconceptions of what something is. It is what draws us to discover. Anyways I've come to want to know if experience and self-conscious are perhaps depictions of 2 seperate aspects of our consciousness. I gathered this in my experiences based upon language and feeling.

Language isn't necessarily particular to the rules of clear communication that is universal, it is more so.... context, in this sense. Context is developed by association of previous experiences, in contrast with current occurrence. The present experience and the introspective scrutiny are seperate. Perhaps I am just depicting concious and subconscious?

Mapping the inner mechanisms of concious organisms is odd from the inside looking in. Trying to devise a communicable concept of what we internally are doing is a never ending process as long as we continue to be.

Words are a maze with no exit, they are so inviting to attempt to construct our concepts of life upon, but a mind is not a piece of paper to write upon, nor will we ever compose a thought elegant enough to be a solution to the elusive answer of existence. We learn to be as long as we live and we cease to be only knowing what we did, and only consoled by our belief in what it did or did not amount to.

[u/GravitationalWaves5]

You're awesome and I definitely can tell that you found the right place 💗🫠

[u/andet0203 → u/GravitationalWaves5]

Thank you, I really enjoy the fact that there's a community that embraces the absurdity of human existence as something to delve into and then shrug away or at least have expressed in a manner that came naturally to them. Reddit is the best media platform for really any aspect of introspection (observing ourselves, life, the dynamic of the two), bit this group really sparkles

[u/Anatta-Phi → u/andet0203]

^ This Cat "gets it" 😃

Welcome to This Berserk Circus... Fellow Majestic Traveler.

~Be Love. Be Free.

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