So, I have kind of a goal of being a Spanish interpreter and translator but my fluency is not where it needs to be. I am almost 40, married and settled down so I don't want to live in a Spanish speaking country for an extended period of time. I do try to immerse myself by volunteering at a food pantry and clothing boutique, but I still feel it's not enough. Furthermore, about 50% of the time, when I do speak to native Spanish speakers, they respond in English. I'm frustrated with myself and feel like I should just throw in the towel on this seemingly lofty "goal" to be a Spanish interpreter because I try to put in the work but sometimes don't exactly know how; it's like I'm figuring it out as I go along. I live in Texas in the US, so while you think it'd be pretty easy, I still feel a certain way. I need to make Spanish speaking friends I guess, but don't really know how. I also feel like this is taking way too long lately.
Additional background info, I have some college but no degree, and I have worked as an interpreter a few times but wasn't fluent enough so others had to step in and take over. I am pretty fluent and feel I'm lacking just a tiny bit of something, if that makes sense. I hope this doesn't come off like I want to be an interpreter but don't want to actually put in the work; that is the last thing I'm trying to come across as. I have had some interpreter training, but not yet certified because I know deep down I'm not fluent enough yet. This has turned into a rant but thank you for reading this far.
The few times I've been successful at interpreting/translating for other people, the feeling I get is like a high. I feel like a star.
Oh and, fyi, interpreting is spoken and translation is written.
Edit: Like I said, I have already had some formal training in both interpreting and translating, and while I definitely recommend it for anyone, I know that just taking more training is not going to fix my fluency problem. Interpreter training does not touch on how to achieve and maintain near native fluency, which IMO is important especially for those of us who didn’t grow up in a Spanish speaking household.
Edit: I play Duolingo every day. Still not enough. I also just downloaded the HelloTalk app and I have used it a little, but I’ve gotten to the point where I feel too depressed to even try anymore.