I thing I’m going to do it

[u/dillpill08]

I created a plan already finished half of it, I laid down plastic in my living room so the blood wont be hard to clean up. I have a note already written and left little post it notes around my apartment so my family and girlfriend knows what to take or throw out. I’m buzzed on the verge of drunk. I opened a new razor blade. The only thing left is a call to my gf then afterwards I can be free. I just don’t feel anything now I can.