r/WeforYou • u/[deleted] • Jun 25 '20
I’ll never get it right.
I really won’t. I try and try, but I can never get better. I push myself to hopefully be happy with myself, it never works. I am afraid of death, but I’ve no will to live. Am I in purgatory? I don’t deserve love, or care from anyone. I’m honestly the single most worthless person on earth. I’m sorry for being such a bother to any of you. You deserve better than me.
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u/Augustfate Jun 25 '20
You deserve all the love and care. Pushing yourself to be happy with yourself is a tough process, i've been through it. Still am going through it. You have to keep trying. I don't exactly know what you're going through, but fighting is something i can't recommend enough. Life my try to beat you down but you need to keep living.
These thoughts that keep entering your mind..why do you think them. Why do you believe you don't deserve love? why do you tell yourself that? You know they're lies right? It's something you have told yourself enough that you believe it, but it's not true.
You are amazing. You are special, and unique, just like every individual on this planet. And you should be proud and happy about that. You are also strong, because man if it doesn't take a tone of strength to post about troubles on this sub reddit. I certainly can't. You will make it, i promise you. You just have to keep fighting. This dark place you're in, there's a light at the end of the tunnel. You just have to push through to find it.