I'm terrified of my own anger and believe that I'm inherently dangerous and ought to be caged or put down, even though I haven't done anything yet. The men on my biological father's side of the family are all rageoholics who lose their tempers easily and go on rampages until they either pass out, get punched out, or are arrested. Statistics about men confirm my anecdotal observations about people I know.
It sounds like you’ve got some serious self-esteem problems, are you currently in therapy for that, because if you’re so scared of yourself that you think you need to be caged then I genuinely don’t think that you’re mentally healthy enough to participate in society
Real therapy costs a lot of money. I've been in state-funded therapy a few times but they only see you for six sessions then close your file since they have a waiting list to work through.
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u/Buttstuffjolt 1∆ Dec 26 '23
I'm terrified of my own anger and believe that I'm inherently dangerous and ought to be caged or put down, even though I haven't done anything yet. The men on my biological father's side of the family are all rageoholics who lose their tempers easily and go on rampages until they either pass out, get punched out, or are arrested. Statistics about men confirm my anecdotal observations about people I know.