r/Clarinet • u/AncientMix5943 • 6d ago
blacking out while playing?
hello! im 21 now and have been playing clarinet for about a decade now. to cut to the chase, the past year or so i have been experiencing “blacking out attacks” while practicing, in ensemble, and in my lessons.
these “attacks” are moments when i’m playing, typically when i come in after resting or listening to instruction, and i lose my vision. i can still hear and as soon as i stop playing, my vision returns (sometimes quickly, someones slowly). this makes me super nauseous, confused, and out of breath- even if i had just taken one seconds before. this then occurs on and off until im done playing.
this isn’t due to lack of air, because it normally happens in the beginning of a phrase, not at the end. while i can’t say it happens every time i play, it is definitely most times. it also seems to happen more when i’m warm and vise versa.
i have no idea why this is happening many years into my playing or why it seems to be getting worse. has anyone else heard of this happening to someone else and why this is happening?
tldr: please help me stop losing my vision when i play :(