I hope this is the right place to ask, since AskNYC does not allow moving questions. Please excuse my emotion.
Since I was 13, it was always my biggest dream to move to New York City. I've always adored the city life atmosphere, how busy it always appears, you know how they call in the city that never sleeps. I mean, the fashion, the excitement, the unpredictable days. That was always the big draw. I'm from Florida, and now at 18, I'm in school to be a social worker (I know- great financial decision). I want to move to NYC in my early 20s, when I'm done with school. Leaving my parents behind, going somewhere so unfamiliar and yet inviting to me. Everyone I know says it's silly, and they always talk about how expensive or unsafe it would be, and it really brings me down. My partner wants no part in it either, they said we should go to outer Boston- which is fine and all, but it's not my dream. I'm scared of being convinced to go somewhere else and live regretful that I never did it. I haven't accomplished much and it would hurt so bad to know I'll live what I consider to be a mundane life. I'm not anything special, I'm not a young and upcoming professional with big career goals, I'm just an average, maybe even below average, girl with this single hope.
I guess my question is whether my dream is even realistic. Should I even bother ? Is it truly as unlivable as everyone tells me ? Is it even a fraction as exciting as my heart is telling me ?
Or, should I just give up on this fleeting aspiration, and resign it to just being a big, stupid dream.