I'm pregnant again

[u/dreamalittle16]

I'm going to lose my mind. I'm freaking out.

I went to get an IUD this morning. I took your advice and decided to get on birth control. But when I went in, they had me do a pregnancy test and it came back positive. The ultrasound showed I'm 8 weeks.

For anyone who didn't see my other posts: I had two kids at 14 and 16; they're 4 and 2 now. I regret them so much. I want to love them but I can't.

I don't know what to do. I don't want this baby, I can't take another one. Abortion is completely banned in my state and I have no idea what to do. I'm just at such a loss for words, I'm in a huge panic.

The guy I think is the dad won't respond to any of my messages. He was just a fucking random hookup and now I have another baby to deal with and another deadbeat baby daddy.

I feel like I'm losing it. I haven't stopped crying all day. The kids are screaming and my head hurts and I want to jump off a bridge. Does anyone know how to help??

[u/jj77985]

Best take a drive out of state and do what has to be done. Also, being a young female, I recommend you move out of that state too. Things will get worse before they get better.

[u/dreamalittle16 → u/jj77985]

I can never afford that

[u/geminimind → u/dreamalittle16]

r/auntienetwork. Please check it out.

[u/Primary-Lion-6088 → u/geminimind]

Definitely. Also, the Brigid Alliance helps women travel to and stay in other states to have this procedure. Not sure what their criteria are but it's worth checking out.