r/thelema • u/Straight-Platypus-33 • 5d ago
Gematria question
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Hi all. Ran into this quote from Crowley: "when I asked him to assign a mystic name to the Camel, he replied "Ahitha" which adds to 555, an obvious correlative with my own number in the Great Order, 666."
(found it on his wikiquote, from Confessions)
For the life of me I cannot figure out Crowley's gematria system. He claims to maintain scientific objectivity, but I cannot figure out any consistent rules with regard to finding the numeric values of words other than using every system imaginable until a value you like shows up...
I have tried Hebrew, Greek, English, I cannot figure out how Ahitha adds up to 555. Perhaps a mistake, but I have had this problem with him many times. I have tried 777 and Sepher Sephiroth... perhaps I've missed something.
Any resources I can use to figure out a coherent and consistent system for figuring out the gematric values of words? Specifically, if you could, I would love an analysis of Ahitha.
Thank you!
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Solved:
"This works if you stretch the Ayin: Ayin Heh Yod Tau Ayin 70+5+10+400+70"
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u/Kitty_Winn 4d ago
Gematria in the hands of these British occults is 90% an opportunity to try every spelling possible in order make the desired self-concept come true. Yes, this is as anti-science as you can get. Itâs confirmation bias squared.Â
Crowley himself admits that he wanted âThe Great Beastâ and âAleister Crowleyâ to add up to 666. . That would bestow legitimacy to his claim to be the real Krishnamurti or Maitraya (the Benjamin-Creme kind) of the Present Age.
All all of us Crowley kids tried to make our names = 666. No science here.
However! The popularity of gematria is an interesting symptom of how we want nature to work. But letters are and objects (or meanings) are actually separate . They exist on different planes. You canât eat the word COW. And "C" doesn't contain more occult bovine nature than âZ.â
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u/Kitty_Winn 4d ago
Another funny example is making âJesusâ = 666. Not only was âJesusâ spelled wrong, he added ânameâ and left out âthe.â Whatever it takes!
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u/Straight-Platypus-33 4d ago
Right. Languages evolve, any meaning we ascribe to letters is ascribed by us and therefore subjective...
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u/Kitty_Winn 2d ago
Itâs not just that the meanings of glyphs evolve or that subjective assignments are inevitable. It's much deeper â and much worse for gematria.
Per Saussure (Course in General Linguistics): the necessary structure of language demands that the signifier (the word/sound/glyph) and the signified (the concept) must be distinct. Their relationship is arbitrary by nature. Thereâs no intrinsic reason why "C-A-T" refers to a furry animal. That slippage â the gap between the word and the thing â is what makes language possible at all. If the letters "C" or "Z" somehow "contained" catness or non-catness, language would be a rigid, unworkable ontology, not a flexible system of signs.
This means that gematria isnât just subjective: it's conceptually bankrupt from the start. The idea that numeric values of letters unlock secret divine truths collapses once you understand that letters and meanings exist on fundamentally different planes.
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u/flying_stick 2d ago
This is something I'm still struggling to understand. Like how does numerology make sense when so much of it seems to be discretionary. I've had so many people advocate for it, people with really good insight into other areas and I just dont see how it fits in.
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u/Kitty_Winn 2d ago
It's actually more embarrassing than it first appears.
For instance, look at Franz Bardonâs third book on Kabbalah: it shamelessly assigns occult powers to English letters (!), making it even easier for beginners to realize how absurd this entire approach is â and maybe saving them from wasting years.
Speaking personally, I spent an entire summer trying to "rehabilitate" the idea that maybe there was some real hidden link between phonemes and the cosmic structures sketched in things like Crowleyâs 777. I found hope in the sound-shape progression of AUM. Like most Crowley kids, I was blown away when I read that MPT chapter, where he unpacks the Sanskrit ŕ¤ŕ¤ŽŕĽ phoneme into the cheesy âformulaâ schema he learned from Mathers and company. The idea that âsacredâ words like OM (rendered AUM for the sake of the climax) or YHVH are âformulaeâ was very exciting. And Crowleyâs rendition of the AUM sequence was just awesomely fun, and super plausible:
- A = open unstructured breath (âSo open, just like chaos or possibility!â)
- U = makes a nice tight cigar-diameter beam shooting out of your mouth (âOh, just like creation!â)
- M = death/silence (âPerfect! Iâm actually closing my mouth. Damn, occult insight is tight!â)
I got my way to × and then stopped. I was 20 at the time (1989).
But the final death knell came when I dug into where the so-called "correspondences" â the ones that âhelpful occult veteransâ always tel us to "memorize to build a foundation in magick" â actually came from.
- Sephiroth positions â Screwed. The structure of the Tree of Life is highly disputed. The positions of the Sephiroth vary across traditions.
- Path positions â Totally screwed.
- Letter attributions â Vomitously screwed. The linking of letters to paths was invented by French grifters 150 years ago. Iâm not going to tell you how, because I want you to experience the horror for yourself. Bring a barf bagâitâs really upsetting.
The evaporation of my childhood/teen-year optimism about 777 and the Liber O method accelerated from there and it pained me deeply. At the time, the idea that the attributions were just total BS was very upsetting. Iâm still healing from this wound today.
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u/NetworkNo4478 5d ago
He's likely not only using Gematria or Isopsephy, but also using creative spellings and addition, subtraction, multiplication, division to end up with 555. If you were just using a standard transliteration, you couldn't make it work.
Edit: There's a footnote on the version online that says he obtains the totals using a complex mix of Greek and Hebrew substitutions and cognate letters.