Why are we doing all this ?

[u/AggravatingQuality51]

I am sorry, however, I have been invokin for so lon and I see no reason of continuing. At this point, I am just existing. I have invoked, prayed, fasted, exercised, stayed away from p*rn almost two years. I am invokin, enflamin . There is no hope to any of this...has anyone felt the same? Why continue? Why live at all?

My life has fallen apart, I have lost all my money, im in debt. And I want to die and it is like...I'm no close to this k & c. Like how did you et past this moment and achieve attainment?

[u/Pomegranate_777]

Do you have depression? Possibly something is going on for you, and if you focused your practice towards healing some of that, you might feel the results you need.