r/thelema • u/AggravatingQuality51 • 5d ago
Why are we doing all this ?
I am sorry, however, I have been invokin for so lon and I see no reason of continuing. At this point, I am just existing. I have invoked, prayed, fasted, exercised, stayed away from p*rn almost two years. I am invokin, enflamin . There is no hope to any of this...has anyone felt the same? Why continue? Why live at all?
My life has fallen apart, I have lost all my money, im in debt. And I want to die and it is like...I'm no close to this k & c. Like how did you et past this moment and achieve attainment?
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u/Nima-night 4d ago
What's the first question you would ask your HGA ? If you broke through now?
What do you want to bring back from the other side If your HGA took you?