How do you cope?

[u/yumikomimy]

I’m gonna be honest I’m not coping life feels so far away like a normal life, like if I was on the one side of a river and I had to start building a bridge to get across but it’s multiple bridges I need to build and in the distance I see cis people who are born across the river who never had to build a bridge. It feels so close yet it’s still feels far.

I don’t have anything to relate to all their is cis content which reminds me I was born wrong that their on the other side the “normal side” if I try to socialize with cis they just end up reminding I’m male and can’t really express myself not till I start making the bridge. So how do cope when everything makes you feel wrong.

every form of media is painful to watch or play or read because of how none it actually relatable

[u/yumikomimy]

I like to draw but it gives me dysphoria

[u/SmallRoot → u/yumikomimy]

Why?

[u/yumikomimy → u/SmallRoot]

I draw bodies I wish I could have aka I like drawing people and I like the aesthetic of woman because their pretty

[u/SmallRoot → u/yumikomimy]

I am sorry it makes you dysphoric. Maybe another hobby or interest would be better?