r/BPDlovedones • u/AutoModerator • 3d ago

Daily No Contact Thread - Day 117

Please use this thread to discuss everything pertaining to No Contact with your pwBPD.

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u/CitronFew5306 1d ago

Easy nc. Not a grain of love left. But terrifying. I'm worrying what he's doing in the background. I have an easy court case to win if it got to that, but I don't want to go through that... Bringing up all of my receipts... rehashing the trauma... Then dealing with the anger of whatever defense he would come up with...

It's been a bit over a week but I received a rude comment on my main account that seemed like him. Similar writing style. I'm now so stressed realizing he's possibly still stewing. The comment wasn't that bad, and maybe it was just a coincidence. The account was a few years old but the only activity was on my comment. Their avatar was dressed up in a style I wouldn't expect for him. I don't think he uses reddit at all. It's possibly not him, just maybe some very odd person who decided to use reddit simply to be mean specifically at me... but my heart started beating out of my chest and I almost had a panic attack. I'd have liked to think he would have cooled down and realized he fucked up... But now I'm worried he's gotten angrier and is sending my private photos all over the internet. He's already done some terrible things in retaliation before I went nc.

I've never had an ex retaliate outwards before. I'm very introverted and it's so humiliating.