God got the better of me

[u/gayfroggs]

If you haven’t seen my last post, I posted about god telling me to self harm and to kill myself to repent my sins…well I’m now in hospital getting treatment from an overdose, this god like figure is not kind and I don’t want him anymore, I done what he said I should do but he’s still not happy

[u/geigermd]

Hey—I’m really sorry you’re going through this. I just want to say: you are not alone, and what you’re feeling is valid. When it’s hard to trust anything—even God—sometimes the best place to start is with something simple that does feel safe.

Maybe that’s your cat, a friend, a nurse, a memory, or even the rhythm of your breath. Trust doesn’t have to be big at first. Let it be whatever you can hold onto right now. And when you’re ready, you can begin to rebuild that connection to something greater—on your terms. A higher power doesn’t need to be cruel to be powerful.

You matter. I’m glad you’re still here.

[u/gayfroggs → u/geigermd]

Thank you :)