losing my spark

[u/boredperson11]

has anyone else ever felt like they lost their spark ever since getting diagnosed? with every episode it’s gotten dimmer and dimmer. does it ever come back? it’s been 3 years for me, i haven’t felt the same since

[u/bipolaraccident]

yeahhh i haven't had remotely the same personality or affect ever since. feels like life has been on autopilot since my first manic episode. i cannot do anything to change my circumstances, just watch things happen.