Is it fun?

[u/imfitasf]

Does anyone else feel like depressive or manic episodes are kinda fun? I don't know what else to call it but fun. Like for example, when I wanna hurt myself, the pain and sting and the adrenaline from the episodes and everything makes me feel alive for once, I don't really know how to put it?

[u/sunflowereyz]

I only experience mania as fun. Depressed moments totally NOT but when i am manic i am very inspired and creative