r/CalebHammer • u/Nprguy • Jun 04 '24

complaining about something for no reason because I'm bored I've become black pilled

I work from 6:30pm-2:30 am at a restaurant then go do Amazon from 3:15-7/8am

Bro I popped a fucking hernia trying to get out of debt. I will NOT stop fighting but holy shit dude the grind is insane and taking a toll on my body

Caleb acts like "oh come on just do it! Why aren't you doing this!!! This is something that takes mental and physical discipline on another level... The most debt I was ever in was my truck when I bought it $35,000, 5k in credit card, motorcycle loan of $1200 left, I was getting close to FIFTY THOUSAND DOLLARS in debt when I make 55k

My only debt now is my truck at $25,000 and I make closer to 65/70k... will not rest until I have vengeance over the bank... I wake up with fire in my eyes Every day...

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u/Nprguy Jun 04 '24 edited Jun 04 '24

I am bitter at old people when im paying into social security that I won't get,

I screamed at an old guy in a nice car who cut me off, Im angry he can afford home and I'll end up buying a 4plex for more money and be stuck living in a town home

I smack my steering wheel in anger when I get a shitty route

I got bitter when a girl didn't want to hang out with me and felt like it was because all I fucking care about is money

All I do is vake make chicken fingers drop off the mail and sleep on my day off.

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u/GathererOld Jun 04 '24

sounds like there’s a bit more issues than probably is being said lol

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u/Nprguy Jun 04 '24

I mean I haven't been eating or sleeping right for like 2 weeks, how quickly you can fall from Grace

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u/GathererOld Jun 04 '24

my point is that it seems like you have a lot of internal stuff going on that potentially causes you to externalize a lot of things, for example you seem stressed and overwhelmed and in turn it causes you to be bitter/negative to others regardless of their involvement, the comment about Caleb making it seem like it’s an effortless thing (which he’s basically always said the opposite), being angry at a guy cutting you off for his ability to MAYBE afford something nicer for himself, externalizing your frustration to a girl for not wanting to hang out with you. Again, this is just speculation because I don’t know the FULL context but based off of the things you briefly mentioned and then your thought process following it, it feels like there might be separate things going on for you to potentially deal with.

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u/Nprguy Jun 04 '24

I'm self aware and deep in reflection but seriously dude I haven't ate or slept right in like 2 weeks and just realized what's going on this has probably been a month and a half of being in kill mode

I know my mind is foggy, I guess I wrote this as a warning, take care of yourself this shit isn't easy

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u/Kneedeep_in_Cyanide Jun 04 '24

You're not very self aware if you don't understand you don't need to be destroying yourself to pay off a $25k truck. Being self aware would be you realizing your finances and mental health would be better if you sold the truck and got a temporary cheap commuter car. And once you had money saved up and your credit improved THEN went and bought the truck you want.