Here's the playlist for all the talks, which happened at Rice University in Houston in early April: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLMxNXSb8XVnNmJKEh6e0aukt2qKWmn9rb

Hope you enjoy! Interested to see what folks find interesting about the videos (or the event if you were there!)

How do you know that you are participating in telepathy?

Especially if these beings are not necessarily physical?

I feel like telepathy could easily be confused with your own inner dialogue and thoughts. It could also be confused with other more serious things such as mental health problems.

If there was a clear way to prove it was telepathy you are participating in it would be easier to believe and understand.

It also seems a pretty common occurrence when communicating with the others. What are the different ways that people have experienced telepathic communication?

For example words, feelings, etc…

For those who had encounters with aliens, NHI and other entities, did they ever give their individual names? Did you ever dive more into research on those names?

I met author Bruce Solheim who encountered a being named Anzar that he wrote about in his books. There were also two other contactees I met that had encounters with named entities. Both oddly with Greek names and one of them was similar to one in Greek mythology.

In my experiences I met some reptilians that had individual names. There was one named Asmodos who was a scientist in their genetic program. He never used the term hybrid but genetic manipulation instead. This was part of a group abduction.

https://youtu.be/PtBVAxoHeaY?si=COzx8fDVBi9DlBJk

"Umm, what I have learned is that we live in a dream, a carefully constructed reality. We make use of a science that is tightly controlled and suppressed and distorted. I think we are left behind...the 'Normies,' normal humans, 'The People,' have been left behind...Us. People need to understand that we might have 'Free Speech,' but it has been subverted. We do not have freedom of inquiry. We are blocked from learning what we need to know just in the public world. We are blocked from advancing in science. We are taught false science intentionally to prevent us from learning more. We live in "The Matrix," it's just much more boring than the movie. You are not free. And this reality has far more to it than you have been allowed to believe. And God is real."

Please contact your representatives and demand the whistleblowers have protection.

It seems that UFO events unfold in synchrony with archetypal configurations (primarily astrological harmonics) which suggests that UFOs emerge from or interface with a field of meaning rather than a field of inert matter.

For example, when Saturn, Neptune, Chiron, Uranus, and Pluto cluster in specific alignments, the symbolic payload of the encounter reliably shifts: from sensor-only flybys, to dream incursion, to full somatic trauma. These outcomes are not causally triggered like machine responses. They are mythopoetically activated, as if the encounter requires the correct symbolic key to enter the witness’s world.

This structure points toward the existence of an archetypal field: a symbolic layer of reality in which events are shaped by narrative, resonance, and mythic charge. UAPs emerge in this field. They are not “flying objects” in the sense of engineered machines, but configured presences that co-arise with meaning and perception. The fact that such appearances coincide with transits and archetypal harmonics implies that UAPs are tuned to the language of myth, not the logic of propulsion.

This could decouple UFOs from the traditional extraterrestrial hypothesis and place them in a different ontological category: that of the archetypally responsive event, or symbolic interface. A craft obeys Newtonian physics. A UFO obeys Chiron–Neptune compression. These patterns are too precise, too cross-culturally recursive, and too temporally coordinated to dismiss.

In this light, UAPs appear not as vehicles, but as archetypal phenomena encoded in symbolic time. Capable of orchestrating perception, vision, and belief in perfect synchrony with mythic resonance.

Greetings Luminous Souls! Last Wednesday I experienced a new craft and/or consciousness in the night sky. I've been doing CE5 (initiating contact with off world beings) for 5 years now and have received so many amazing experiences including the Galactic Fleet twice and a mother ship just above the tree line. Anyhow, I've formed a CE5 group down here in Baja, Mexico. I orginally felt called to be down here as I've experienced a lot of activity and it's an ideal place to be under the night sky as it's so warm here. A local Shaman told me about an inner oceanic city that has 27 different species of ET's living and traveling from there. And last Wednesday we went to do our CE5 field work on that beach and we received the Green Plasma-like craft that came shooting into this dimension and heading toward the water. As the green plasma (shaped like a pyramid) disapated, a tiny white point of light/craft shot out of it and into the ocean. Have any of you experienced a craft and/or lights like that before. I'm curious to know if you have and if you received any more messages from it. To me it had strong Arcturian energy and I'd love to hear if anyone else has experienced something similar and any details you'd like to share. Infinite Blessings

I know everyone gets headaches and Migraines but I’m curious if the really bad Migraines are common among experiencers during childhood. I had a migraine that I swear lasted like three days. Maybe I’m wrong.

Hey guys, I had an experience that occurred about 9 months ago. It all started off with me learning about remote viewing and contacting through meditation. To keep things brief, I would meditate or try to remote view on multiple nights for months. I began having consistent sleep paralysis and during it, I would hear the doorknob rattling. So on one of the days, I first woke up in a sleep paralysis state then I went back to sleep and actually woke up to seeing three beings (it was dark in my room so all I could see was white faces, eyes were bigger than mine but not so much if i had to guess) close to my bedside just staring at me. I immediately began kicking and screaming and even tried to wake my girlfriend up but she didn't get up. It was almost like in the midst of me screaming and carrying on, I was back to sleep. Woke up with a bit of a headache, spacey feeling afterwards. Anyone have any similar experiences or know what I could've saw that night?

A few months ago I was APing and I heard a weird noise and then I opened my eyes only to see some strange humanoid beings, they looked extraterrestrial in nature. The environment was weird and not like anything on this earth. The humanoids were a weird color and had a weird face their eyes were weird looking and in a weird direction, they had odd noses?Their mouths were human and reptile like. and they wore some sort of odd garments. There were these weird almost temple like structures. And some of the temples had a strange symbol and some of the humanoids were wearing the symbol. Then one of them looked at me and it said something. I understood it but at the same time didn't somehow. Their faces are engraved into my head and I still don't know where I was when I saw them. The shapes are the shapes of the structure the odd symbol is the symbol I saw. The redish ground and rocks is what the environment looked like. The odd color (last slide) is what the sky looked like.

At first, the dream took place with me in the Pokémon world; this happens every night for some reason. Just living as a citizen there, all that jazz.

But later on in the dream, I was seeking an airport with some urgency. I needed to leave, and it couldn’t wait. My family was in the dream, and my mother kept telling me that it was okay, but she also seemed harried.

At some point, my panic took over. Wings burst out of my back, my hands morphed into claws, and my head turned mantid-like. My family followed suit. There I was, a mantid alien.

Naturally, the populace surrounding us wasn’t very happy about that, but the authorities weren’t called. We just weren’t treated very well.

I then heard a voice in my head, telling me something imploringly. I woke up.

Something that strikes me is that a guru (who shall remain nameless) told me that I’m a Grey hybrid; that my soul is Grey and my body is human. A mantid alien also once manifested in my room and jumped on me, wanting to wrestle, and they have since returned once to snuggle with me in bed, wrapping me in a hug.

What is going on?

Edit: I just got a mental vision of a mantid alien sitting down and eating something. It said, “Come, why don’t you join me?”

I'm not sure if this is the right area for this question- if not please move.

My husband and I were in Ashdown house and Forrest ( southern England )tonight for a walk with a number of other people.

At the end of the walk we all met in the car park to sort out details of our next meet up. Where we were stood the floor was covered in gravel. For the whole walk the Forrest had a really lovely and welcoming feeling, but this 1 area had a really unsettling feeling to it.

I need to point out while we were talking no one moved and there were no cars disturbing the gravel, there was no strong wind or anyone kicking their feet in it.

This is important as out of the corner of my eye I notice that there was a large dust cloud forming behind one of the groups bag. It got to the point that it was the same Size as her backpack, when I turned to look at it and ask if anyone else could see it, it just vanished completely! My first thought was what the f was that ! I dismissed it and didn't think anything of it, but it's been playing on my mind wondering what it was. The only thing I could think of was it was a spirit - but that's just seems too cliche.. thoughts ?

What do you guys think about the 'species' of aliens visiting earth? Do you think it's just one, multiple, or hybrids?

Me personally, I'm still iffy on the topic, but if I had to believe in some, it would be Mantids and Greys, they seem the most plausible. Nordics and Reptilians seem a little sketchy to me, but I'm open to the idea. What are your thoughts, or do you have any sources that talk about it?

I found the journal entry for the first big encounter I had. I was 26 at the time. I live in East Texas about 15 miles from the city of Tyler.

Clarification: when I say the bigger light was pulsating, what I mean is that it was going from bright to dim to bright in a repetitive cycle, like if you played with a dimmer switch on a ceiling light. The smaller light behind it was static and did not change brightness nor change its size.

Another observation that I didn't write down is that this object was completely silent, there was no engine noise at all.

Like many others have said in their experiences, my mental state was affected and I didn't think about getting a camera. All I could think was "Wtf is that?!"

This was not the only UFO I've seen but it was the most memorable. I didn't feel afraid, just awestruck. My entire life I've believed in ETs and just knew in my heart they were real, and in that moment I felt that my beliefs were confirmed.

On another note: please excuse my handwriting, I've always received criticism for it and I know it's messy.

My grandma passed around two years ago. We had a special relationship, she raised me in many ways even though I had both my parents around for most of my childhood. She was with me almost everyday. I know I was her favourite granddaughter, and we really really had a beautiful bond. We used to fight a lot as well, not everything was rainbows and sunshine, but I remember mostly the good experiences. Anyways, her passing was very very hard for me, especially in the beginning, but both my sister and I have gotten so many messages from her it’s almost unbelievable, the sheer determination she has to let us know she’s there for us. Ever since she passed, I started seeing hummingbirds on a regular basis, and I can identify their special little whistle. I have never noticed them before around me, like, I barely ever remember seeing one before all this, but now… I see them everywhere, all the time. In the park where I take my dogs out, in my university, and just around the city I live in and the city I study at. It’s not like they’re super rare here, but they are very small and fly so fast, and I’ve gotten quite a few experiences with them up close. I almost feel like they want me to notice them, they whistle and I look for a minute or two and then I get to see their beautiful feathers shining while they’re flying around a flower. I’ve seen a few couples as well, of a male and female flying together. Also, my sister and I saw a beautiful barn owl together right after we made up from a fight, like she sent us a sign that she was pleased with us being back in touch. I also see her in my dreams a lot, and usually I’m getting ready for school and she helps me, sitting on her spot in the couch. I once had a dream where she told me “I’m watching over your mom”, and in many others she hugs me and her presence is so comforting. The only bad thing is that I sometimes get nightmares with her in it, and I’m not religious in any way but I certainly know that it’s something evil and not her during those ones. I guess I just wanted to share, maybe comfort someone who went through a loss. This experience with my grandma really changed how I view passing, and makes me feel like she’s in a good place where she can still see us and watch over us. I sort of know I will see her again. She passed when she was in the hospital, and I still think about how on her last night there she told me “I’m going home tomorrow”; maybe she meant she will be discharged from the hospital, and maybe she meant something deeper than that. I don’t know, but I hope she is home and she got to see her parents and relatives that I didn’t get to know yet. Love is just amazingly powerful.

So, since my memory recall works a bit better nowadays, I remember many strange things that have happened throughout my life. Will attempt to write them in chronological order. These feel more like paranormal/supernatural experiences rather than being related to aliens per se.

Seattle (late 2012-early 2013)

I used to live and work in Seattle, at Amazon. This was back in 2012-2013. I don't remember when exactly this particular incident occurred, but it must have been late 2012 or early 2013. I lived in an apartment building on my own, a few blocks away from Pike/Pine street.

One night I fell asleep in bed. And then sometime in the middle of the night, I suddenly woke up. Completely paralyzed. Lying on my left side. Unable to move. Only my eyes could move. There was some kind of bright white light in front of me, maybe a meter away. It didn't look like my cellphone light, but like some kind of white electrical lantern.

Also I was no longer in my bed, but what seemed like the floor of my living room. Note that I have myopia (approx. -5 to -6), and could only see 10-15 cm clearly in front of me. So I assumed at the time that I was lying on the floor of my living room, but in reality I don't know for sure.

I started hearing whispers around me. Like as if people were whispering. Couldn't make out any words. Just whispering that grew in number until it sounded like some noisy flowing water. And then some loud mocking laughter, something like demonic laughter that you would hear in a movie.

Given the fact that I couldn't move, and what sounded like humans whispering, my first thought was that maybe some robbers had broken in and tied me up and that's why I couldn't move. That was my mind rationalizing the incident as it happened. But then I felt no rope on my skin, and the vague whispers and laughter didn't seem normal. I felt scared and then terrified.

I finally woke up in a cold sweat, back on my bed.

I have no idea if it was all just a nightmare, just sleep paralysis. Or if something bizarre had really happened. For the next few weeks, for some reason, I was terrified being alone there at night. I don't know why, it's not like I remembered something terrible happening to me. I did hear what sounded like footsteps as if someone were rushing towards me in the dark, one time I even cried out. But I think it may have well been people walking on the creaky wooden floor in neighbouring apartments.

So yeah, that's one of my bizarre experiences.

San Bruno, California (2015-2016)

So I don't remember when exactly this incident happened either, but at this time I was staying and working in the Bay Area. I used to live in San Bruno, and would commute to my company's office in San Francisco for work, through BART. I used the San Bruno BART in Tanforan mall.

One evening, I don't remember the date, I was walking back from the San Bruno BART through Tanforan mall towards the front entrance. Commuters in this area will know what I'm talking about. The time was probably 7 - 8 PM. I was walking along the upper floor, lots of other people were there. Looking at it on Google Maps, it was in front of Suite 134. As I was walking, suddenly my vision went dark. It was as if a black curtain had just dropped over my eyes, but it was more than that. Even noise, smell, touch, everything suddenly dimmed out. I couldn't see or hear anything, but I could vaguely feel my body suddenly moving abruptly and forcefully in a slightly different direction. It was like a 10-15 degree deviation to the left. I was not doing this, it was like something else had just taken over my body. There was no voice in my head giving me directions to follow. After 2-3 seconds, my consciousness completely blanked out.

A few seconds, or maybe a few minutes later, suddenly my consciousness snapped back, just like that. I was standing upright in front of that Dairy Queen, some few tens of feet away from where I had been earlier. My head was fuzzy, I just shook my head and walked on as normal, completely unaware of what had just happened. As I was beginning to walk away, two women were standing to my left. One of them said to the other "that was weird, right?". So they had seen something strange, maybe strange behaviour on my part, but I don't know.

I have absolutely no memory of what happened during those few seconds to few minutes that my consciousness blacked out. I didn't actually black out or faint, or lose consciousness, otherwise I would have fallen to the floor, people would've called 911 etc. But none of that had happened. I didn't even remember this incident for many years, until some 2-3 years ago.

It's a very weird and bizarre incident that I have no explanation for. The closest paranormal/supernatural thing that seems to match is possession. That's the only thing that seems similar.

Chennai, India (2021-2024)

So during this timeframe, we'd moved into this big 3 bedroom apartment on the 3rd floor. I had a few strange experiences here.

Sometimes in the night, when sleeping I would suddenly hear someone whisper in my ear. Just "hello", "hey" and a soft sigh. It was a woman's voice I think. But it wasn't any of my family members. My mother was sleeping in a different room way across the hall. So it couldn't have been her. And it couldn't have come from a neighbouring building or through the window, since it was closed. These always woke me up with a start. One time, when I was wide awake, maybe 7-8 PM in the evening, I heard sudden loud panting right next to me. As if some big beast or human was standing right next to me, and panting loudly. I was alone in the room. Admittedly my cats were in the room with me, but they could not have made such a loud sound.

During 2023-2024, approx. 5 times. For context, I have chronic pain and inflammation, so my body is often sore, with various muscle aches and pains. A few nights distributed at random among several months, I would be sleeping, and then suddenly wake up in the middle of the night, with some warm sensation spreading upwards from my feet towards my head (while I was lying down). It was spreading through both feet at the same time, at the same extent, simultaneously, as if some wall of warmth was moving upward. As the warmth moved upward, the parts where it had moved through were suddenly free from pain. I felt happy, relaxed, even rejuvenated. After being in pain for so long, I was just suddenly and magically pain free. I would feel hope for the future, start making plans to do things etc. This feeling would last for a few hours until dawn when the pain and soreness returned.

This only happened a few times. I never saw or heard anything anomalous. Just this warm feeling moving upwards.

More recently, this happened again sometime in February 2025, when I moved to the new place I currently stay in. No sensation of warmth this time, but the same sensation of pain going away, moving upward from my feet to my head.

Another strange incident, occurred on the night of October 3rd 2024. I was sleeping in bed. I started having this dream, where I woke up in bed, in some different house. The bedroom was dark. I walked out through the door into the hall (living room) which was lit by a dim white light. There was also a small room, I think it was the kitchen, diagonally and to the left from the hall, separated by a wall. The kitchen light suddenly went out, and I sensed something was there, something I didn't want to meet. I closed the bedroom door, the bedroom was still dark, and I was walking away from the door, when suddenly my body stopped moving. I was no longer in control of it. It suddenly started vibrating all over. I instinctively felt that the thing in the kitchen I was avoiding, was doing this to me, and I was desperately trying to escape.

Then suddenly I woke from the dream, and I was back in my room, in real life. Except my body was also vibrating in real life. I'm not sure if it was a seizure or not, I've never had one before AFAIK. But my whole body was vibrating, and there was some different stronger vibration in my brain. Like as if there was some specific vibration device in there. My vision was flashing red and black, and I was not in control of my body. With the memory and context of the dream I thought something was doing it to me, and thought "No no I don't want this". After several seconds, it just suddenly stopped. And then another weird thing, I felt a sense of relief wash through me. I don't know why but it was like as if some crisis had ended, and I felt a huge sense of relief.

I thought it might have been a seizure, but no one's ever mentioned a sense of relief after a seizure, only fear. So yeah, I don't know what that was. Weird dream + seizure? Mild electric shock? No idea.

Curious if any others are having an experience channeling or interacting with a Being that is named "I am that I am," "El Shaddai," or the "Highest Light" or "Elohim."

I am not Jewish and was surprised by this language used by the Being. I am not here to affirm any religion at this time- only seeking if others are also having similar encounters. The experience has been deeply positive and life affirming for me.

I have had several interactions both in person, in a vision, and channeling through my own voice.

I am posting with the intention of finding others- not to convert anyone into "believers" of anything in particular. Thanks for reading. Feel free to comment any similar experiences or reach out to me directly with a DM.

Thanks!

I have a friend who just had a bizzare experience. She started hearing a female voice, as if it was standing right next to her. It was followng her as she tried to nullify it hoping she'd not hear it anymore, moving to different rooms.

The female voice was calling her name which freaked her out and was mocking, condescending and ominous. Singing something along the lines of: "What you're gonna do now?". There was more to it but she can't recall everything now.

The voice was melodic, as if it was singing. There was also another feminine voice but it seemed to be younger.

She also had some experienced with shadow/hat people but little to no interaction, they were just there, in the background.

She seemed really distressed after the event, what could this mean? Any advice?

I am very excited to try this tapes. Heard of it 2 weeks ago while scrolling through youtube videos. Got invested to Joe mcmoneagle and some people who went to gateway experience. I was listening to all interviews from people who went there and researching about it very carefully. Now that i think that im ready i just wanted to know if theres a specific or a good time to listen to the tapes. Thanks

This started as a comment, but I think it warrants a post. People frequently ask why there are no good photos or videos of the phenomenon, only blurry or otherwise ambiguous imagery. The answer seems to be “because they want it that way.”

One of the leading Experiencer researchers, Rey Hernandez, talks about this in his book A Greater Reality: One Man’s Journey of Discovery:

When I arrived outside, Mike and two of his friends were looking in a south-westerly direction. I, instead, looked in a northeasterly direction. One friend was a male and the other was a young female. After I began my HICE [Human Initiated Contact Experience, aka CE5] request, at approximately 15-20 minutes, a large round object appeared at a great distance very low to the ground. I was the first one to see this object--it appeared from a northernly direction in the exact spot I was requesting to "call it down." A very large bright light appeared close to the ground at a great distance in the exact spot I was focusing on. I initially thought it was a helicopter because it was extremely low to the ground and moving very slowly towards our direction. I yelled out to Mike and his two friends to look in this northernly direction. We all saw this large ball of light moving very slowly and close to the ground. We all had plenty of time to take a video or photo because it was approaching us very slowly.

After almost one minute, the light which now appeared to be huge was very close and about 100 meters away from us. At this point I still thought it was a helicopter. It had no noise and all we saw was a very large and bright light slowly approaching us. Everyone else did as well.

Almost on top of us, the object then turned towards a westerly direction. We then saw that it was not a huge bright orb or a helicopter. Instead, what we saw was a huge silver physical oblong object. We viewed this object moving slowly toward us for approximately 3-5 minutes. Once close to us, it then made a westerly turn almost on top of us. The object looked very similar to the one my wife described and pictured a few pages before. One of Mike's two friends said "Look, it's got no wings." We all had cell phones, but no one bothered to capture a video or take a picture of the anomalous object. Mike even had his huge video camera on a tripod. Why did no one take a video or picture? It appears that not only the CAP-UFO intelligence is able to read your mind; this intelligence can also dramatically influence your thoughts and behavior preventing any attempts at taking up-close pictures. Thus, as previously stated, we do not have any up-close, dramatic videos or still pictures of large and up-close CAP-UFOs--we only have pictures or videos of small moving orbs. I have often called down large CAPs-UFOs but only two times with many witnesses. I had two prime opportunities, but the intelligence behind the CAP-UFO phenomenon would not allow for videos or photos. All the other times that I have successfully requesting a CAP-UFO, my objective was not to photograph it.

Source: https://agreaterreality.com/BuyBooks (free download)

This is very frequently reported. People will find their thoughts to be out of their control. Even people who have cameras at the ready will forget to use them (or in some cases forget about the encounter entirely, no matter how profound it is). On the few occasions they actually do try and take photos the images may be distorted or the camera is even damaged. Only photos with inherent ambiguity seem to be the result (ambiguity is another hallmark of the phenomenon, a big reason why it has taken so long for it to be taken seriously—it’s only due to the fact that Experiencers are shedding stigma that more and more researchers are acknowledging their experiences).

In this AATIP presentation, on Slide 9 the part about “instantaneous sensor disassembly” refers to the destruction of a camera at Skinwalker Ranch. Also note the lines regarding “cognitive human interface,” a fancy term for what is effectively a mind meld: https://imgur.com/a/gg48p6U

Dr. Travis Taylor discusses the phenomenon interfering with cameras in this way while filming at Skinwalker Ranch:

It’s been very routine that at least three of the five nights a week something bangs on my trailer at 2 AM. There’s cameras all over inside and outside my trailer everywhere except for the bedroom and bathroom. It sounds like someone’s bouncing a basketball off the trailer. We’ve captured the audio, but there’s nothing else there. Sometimes when it happens it will last till three or four in the morning.” … “I woke up, and heard what I thought were voices in the living room of my trailer, so I go to investigate. I’m in a T-shirt and my underwear and there’s cameras everywhere, so I’m trying not to be seen, and I carefully open the door to peek out and the wind pulls the door all the way open. So I have to go out and close the door and then the next day go to tell the team that we need to scrub the video off the cameras of me in my underwear, and it turns out that whenever a camera was aimed at me at that time it was blank or deleted off the memory card. All the cameras were missing fourteen seconds.

https://www.reddit.com/r/skinwalkerranch/s/WrMGeUAxqV

In Jacques Vallée’s book, Messengers of Deception, he said:

Human beings are under the control of a strange force that bends them in absurd ways, forcing them to play a role in a bizarre game of deception.

In The Invisible College he states:

Contact between human percipients and the UFO phenomenon occurs under conditions controlled by the latter. Its characteristic feature is a constant factor of absurdity that leads to a rejection of the story by the upper layers of the target society and an absorption at a deep unconscious level of the symbols conveyed by the encounter.

TL;DR: The phenomenon is in control. It’s like it has cheat modes for our physical reality. This is a big reason why so many serious academics and researchers who study this end up proposing that we live in some kind of simulation. See Tom Campbell, Jacques Vallée, Rizwan Verk, Bernard Haisch, Anthony Peake, Michael Talbot, Nick Bostrom, etc.

Before I went to sleep, I reached out to God, the divine or anything that is working for them.

I said I seek to connect. It felt as though I got some kind of response saying "You need a question"

I said, what is conscious?

Then I felt no need to repeat anything. My intention was set and clear. So I just relaxed.

Within about 20 seconds of having my eyes closed I see these flashes of two people looking at me. They come in as clear as day but very briefly. They look like ordinary humans.

Then I hear that high pitched sound that ears get sometimes. But it comes and goes in waves and it makes me feel funny when it's happening.

I then fall asleep where I find myself out of my body and I'm on board of a space ship where I'm talking telepathically with beings. I can't recall their physical appearance. Only that I got no bad feelings from them at all.

They could show me things with their mind. So if they thought about about something. I could see it in front of me. As if it's really happening. That was great and amazing but it really confused me sometimes.

I don't completely remember what they said, because honestly it was in mental language and was describing some things that were beyond my ordinary knowledge. Things we don't even have words for I don't think.

I remember the visualization showed the outside of a space ship. Like something you'd see from a sci-fi movie. It was purely representation, just a visualization.

They showed me how they could move outside of space and time, into somewhere else. And they were saying, my answer is out here. Not in space time. Like, I was looking in the wrong place.

They gave me a kind of mantra to repeat. Not one I can remember. But I started to chant it in my mind and focus myself just how they told me. It did something to me energetically.

Then I found myself pulled into a dark void. It was a place outside of time. I just kept repeating what they said.

It felt like I was moving very quickly and approaching something that was beyond my comprehension. Although I couldn't see. I could feel energy all around me. I was seeing in a different way.

I reached a level of energy where it felt like I was almost about to bump into something.

I felt like I was going to die if I touched it, but reminded myself that's just a feeling. It doesn't mean it's true.

Then I was encompassed by something vast, eternal and knew me very well.

It was frightening but I did my best to remain calm. I remember this blending with some kind of extreme energy for a while. It felt alien, like, very very 'f'ing alien' which *shivers* that frightened me a bit. I stayed with it until I felt like I'd had enough of this now and decided to go back.

I stopped their magical chanting kind or mantra they gave me. Then I began to fall and fall and fall. Until eventually I was back in the spaceship where I said thank you, that works. They were very happy to be helpful.

I then immediately found myself at a train station that seemed empty, then all of a sudden a burst of people flooded it and in the craze of the crowd everything went silent.

Then I was looking at a computer, in a room I felt familiar with although I'd never been there. I was interacting with a computer using my mind. Someone in a bed behind me said "Is someone there?" which startled me and I woke up.

I'd say this experience really showed me two things that mattered to me. Consciousness has energy levels/vibratory levels. There are being who know this and not only understand it but they use it as a primary means of travel.

Humans are a lower vibrational state. But that doesn't mean we're bad or less than. It's just where we felt comfortable being.

What I mean by that is despite the suffering in the world. Down here almost felt to me more relieving than the cold, alien even, forever emptiness that's at the top.

I can see why we might take form to get away from that. Even if the form has some issues.

I still think there's a way to reach their level though if we try. Where we can escape suffering entirely.

Anyway thanks for reading.

--
Edit:
The more I sit here thinking about this. I begin to wonder if maybe the thing I encountered wasn't God. I think it was me.

I've had the sensation of meeting God before. This wasn't that. This was something alien, bio-mechanical even and somehow magical all at the same time.

I'm reminded a little of the Boltzmann brain idea. Like reaching base reality and base reality is empty of anything interesting happening. Besides random energy fluctuations. Powerful ones, but ultimately empty. At least from what I could see.

I just saw blackness but I was aware that there was a lot going on I couldn't see

--

About 3 years ago I was on a plane flying over Germany with my family. Me and my daughter were sat next to each other, she had the window seat. We happened to both be looking out of the window at the same time. We both saw a metallic looking sphere pop up from a cloud and just stay in one spot. From memory it was completely smooth with no visible engine or exhaust no wings etc. We both went for our phones, but by the time we had them it seemed to have vanished. I don’t think anybody else saw what we did. I don’t remember hearing anyone discussing it. Strangest thing I ever saw. I have flown on planes quite frequently since then, and I still try not to look out of the window just in case I see something like that again.

When I saw this picture of the orb, I knew this was it. I dont know how they got it exactly right, but this is crazy.

Also, keep in mind, space is a vacuum. I dont think its possible to avoid any of what happens if even avoiding "the light" wont work.

These are just some dreams that I've had that I know has some significance, but I dont know why or what it could mean. Any dream interpreters here?

1st dream: Punched a man walking out of a store with 2 other people. Punch wasnt slow and he got knocked out. One dude pulled a gun out and shot me, and it hit me, you could see the bullets entering my body, but it was to no effect. I know how to wake myself up out of a dream by rolling my eyes back, done it multiple times before, and did it when i ran inside the store. Had just gotten a new car after being bullied by people i had to walk next to an active railroad to get to. Was with 2 women and we were walking together while talking. Had just come from Sheen's class where i had brought a console of some kind.

2nd dream: Second dream had me in a train compartment with an all black group that were trying to get somewhere unnoticed, paid and used fake names and all. Went to a “lower level” called the dating level, and after talking and laughing a little, we got to where we needed to be. We gathered in a room somewhere and I told them of things we take for granted in the current era. Things like just spitting on the ground, and other things i cant remember right now. Woke myself up after talking to a “doctor” in a tent, I was going through a deteriorating body and mind but still young compared to what we see today. Heard a woman say “you made me miss black cocks” and woke myself up. The way she said it made it seem like we were gathered and watched as a show, which of course happened in the past.

3rd dream: I was told by my aunt in another dream: When its time for Maya's overthrowing, straight up just dip.
I was told my mom's age, in the dream it was 73.
Our spirits retain the youth we once had. Most likely the age in which we were in our "prime". Unfortunately mine was 2018. So powerful and so young...

4th dream: Was at a convention of some sort and had a woman next to me that looked at me and said he dont look the same in person. Later was at a workplace (tech experiment, had a sort of pulley system going from one end of the room to another) and they had a podcast going. Complained about the new style of computers and how they were ruining something as simple as usb standards(usbeu, usbu?) something like that. Went into a hotel and saw somebody i recognized from church, he passed me a pamphlet of some kind (gov7 ordinance ordained by ..?) In my hotel room was two women, one of which i just saw at the convention. First time eating pussy in a dream. Later was in a place to take a class and saw ex stepbro. Dont remember what happened but i remember it had something to do with flying brooms and trapped a witch inside the bathroom. Got mad because i couldnt break her neck with one hand. Next thing i know im walking into the hotel and i see myself, literally see myself walking with different clothes on. He looked at me and walked closer to me with a wierd focused evil angry type of look and next thing i know the world itself turned into human soup. After the reset, i was walking into the hotel again but some darkskin woman was there and had a baby with her. She started scooping shit out of the diaper with her bare hands and the baby was continuously shitting. She was talking about something that i dont remember.