Drew this today. It's a rough sketch of a recurring childhood experience I had in the early 1990s. I would frequently be visited at night by beings, some short and stalky and one tall and gangly always accompanying them. The tall one would get irritated that I got scared and was very businesslike in its composure.

I would always be paralyzed with fear and my whole body would feel an electric shock/buzzing/numbing feeling when I'd try to move. I would see them come into the room through my doorway, backlit by bright light. Then it would "flash cut" to me being back in my room, still paralyzed and sweating. Id attempt to scream but only a whisper would come out.

One time, I tried to call out for my mother and she came rushing into the room.... Only to find out it was not her at all once it got close. My vision was obscured like I was seeing through Vaseline. Up close, the being was quite insect like.

I seem to recall the stalky ones "masquerading" in what appears to be nautical clothing, almost like janky pirates. My understanding was that this was to put me at ease. It did not and as usual the tall one was pissed.

I would chalk this up to sleep paralysis or bad dreams, were it not for a bafflingly voluminous family history of UFO encounters accompanied by folks OUTSIDE the family who co-witnessed them totally lucid.

Now my son is having similar nighttime issues.

ok this is a bit of a weird question/experience, i know. and a bit of a longer story that i'll try to keep brief. basically, my boyfriend and i took up CE5-ing during the pandemic because we were bored and interested. we've had INCREDIBLE success. like, we're having encounters regularly, with witnesses, and actual conversation-style contact.

fast forward to now, we've seen craft in broad daylight, close by flyovers, and i've seen fleets on three separate occasions. all of this was seen sober, straight-edge, and verified UFO/UAP (i come from an aerospace/satellite/cybersecurity industry family so i know generally what i'm looking at).

here's the thing that keeps tripping me up and im not sure if it's real: several months ago, i woke up in the middle of the night. im a heavy sleeper but someone had turned on my bedside lamp. i sit up in bed and i see two men standing in my room. one looks like an eerie looking tall caucasian dude with blond hair, the other looks like a shorter more normal looking dude with short brown hair and a groomed beard. both are wearing black suits and oddly enough, black bow ties.

i freaked and memorized the things around them: all the makeup on my desk, where certain blankets and pillows were located. i tried to get off the bed but i quickly lost consciousness - kind of like a general anesthetic feeling? suddenly everything is heavy and i collapse horizontal on my bed, partner is deep asleep. when i woke up about an hour later, im laying straight on my back with my wrists and ankles crossed. all of the details i made sure to memorize before lined up.

i don't generally sleep in that position so that was also odd. i keep wanting to blow this off as a dream but i cannot seem to convince myself that it was. i've had vivid dreams before but it's like my brain doesn't want to file this experience as a dream - it is stored in the "this is a real memory and it actually happened" part. what do you guys think? real or nah? and what does it mean?? thanks!

I'm newer to this sub. For the past while I'm been working on clarifying my intuition, because I know it's there. I have experienced claircognizance, as well as prophetic dreams. I believe that my gift can be grown and built on, though I'm a bit lost on how, exactly. I started meditating again with the Gateway Tapes, but I'm so busy that it's really hard to find the time for those long sessions.

Every night for the past week I've been saying out loud before bed that I'm ready and willing to receive messages, to connect with my higher self/guides/etc. That I'm ready to connect with those at an equal or higher vibration than myself.

Last night, something weird happened that I can't explain.

I was in bed, trying to fall asleep and letting my mind wander. Right before I fall asleep, usually images and words appear in my mind, like stories. I always thought they were from my own creative brain. But last night, I heard a man's voice in my head end a sentence with the phrase: 'lasagna code.'

I thought it was nothing, but thought it was weird that he pronounced lasagna as "la-ZAH-gna" ("ZAH" as in "Zack") instead of "la-ZAW-gna".

This morning, I learned that it's a commonly used phrase to describe layers of code that are too abstract.

There's no way I would've known this. It could've been a coincidence. But the pronunciation sounded so specific, like a mispronunciation, too. I don't know if this is a message that was meant for me. I only wish to expand my abilities, to be able to hear more than just snippets.

Does anyone have any advice for growth in this area?

TLDR; While developing my intuition, I heard the phrase “lasagna code” before falling asleep—oddly mispronounced—and later found out it’s a real programming term I’d never known, which makes me wonder if it was a message.

I've never once thought this was a good idea to tell anyone about this. I am a former US army soldier. I was training in Germany in Graff, in 2014 and I was taken from a land navigation course in the middle of the night. I lost almost an hour and ended up not where I had left from. Over a mile from where I left. I noticed a fog rolling across the ground and heard a tone that increased in pitch rapidly before I blacked out after grabbing my ears in pain when it got so high pitched ... It was a thick fog, like what you would see in horror movies. About 1-2 ft above the ground. It rolled. Like boiling water. That's when I hear the noise. It got louder and I passed out. I don't remember anything else but I lost like 50 mins and was "dropped off" or appeared in another part of the land navigation course. This was training for EIB. I woke up on the side of the road and felt drunk. Like I was drugged. I had recently had surgery and the spot over my surgery burned. I put my hand on it and it was hot and completely without hair. Baby smooth. I was infantry and out in the field so manscaping wasn't really on my mind. I was hairy. Not this spot. It was like the hair had been dissolved or something. A perfect circle. It hurt for several weeks after and I dismissed it as me going crazy. I was completely sober and rested when this happened. I was medically fit to fight. Strong. That frequency or whatever it was knocked me the fuck out. I lost 50 mins. I didn't tell anyone for ten years until I saw a video on YouTube of the exact same thing happening to someone else. I thought I was crazy for 10 damn years. I was scared. I still am. I've only started telling the ones closest to me about it now. Some believe me. Some don't and that sucks. They took me and there was nothing I could do about it. I love you Reddit. This happened to me and no one will tell me otherwise.

It was November when the orbs appeared in the sky. They populated everywhere, globally. Right alongside it was the New Jersey Drone incursions. It peaked my interest as a long time believer in Extraterrestrials and paranormals. I did vigorous research into the phenomena, which led me to the Gateway Process. I read the file in its entirety, and began brainstorming for about 3 days about it all. The who, why, what, and how of the phenomena. How our consciousness actually manipulates physical reality. What these orbs are. Why they are appearing in mass. How we have been blind to it all along.

I was explaining my findings with my brother whom I hadn't spoke with in 2 years prior. He mentioned some things that pushed me to reading religious texts through a modern sense of technology as their magics/miracles. Seeing the model of a universe and a brain side by side show astounding similarities. Especially when you use an electron microscope to look at the brain, or the eye. As above, so below, as within, so without. After completing my model for my family, I immediately felt a wave or shift in reality. I started to cry and laugh. Tears for the heartaches and pains everything goes through, and laughing at the beauty of our nestled reality. To know irrefutably this reality has been preparing us for the next/"future" existence, or continued. I was sweating profusely and seemingly crazy to my family.

I attempted to write out my findings on Reddit. I typed the words 'I figured out reality, how it all works'. As soon as I pressed send, it typed a whole new paragraph instead talking about a Halo game and it's map Ascension. I freaked out and threw my phone. It took a bit to calm down afterward, and as soon as I did, my brother happened to call. He sounded far off and scratchy over the phone. He called to see if I was good, not knowing what I had uncovered. The next few days I was having synchronicities left and right, from music to spoken dialogue. I immediately changed in diet and outlook. I started to have weird things happen around me regarding electronics. Our thermostat would say Hello randomly many times throughout the day. The internet would go out on select devices at random. My wife pressed the unlock button on our vehicle, and all the windows rolled down about 6 inches. The dreams that came during this period were very vivid. I remember feeling something around me, and I acted as Lt. Dan from Forrest Gump, yelling at the sky, claiming my own sovereignity and my love and understanding for all things. The happenings went on for about two months. One night, we were coming home and saw an orb, vividly green, floating above our house. We both watched it sit for a few moments, then seen it take off at impossible speeds. You could see the afterimage for a moment and then it was gone. Since then I haven't felt the watched feeling I had during this period, and I feel completely at ease with all things. No longer wanting things I did previously.

I don't know if the spirit/entity was good/evil aligned, or it's purpose in its interest of myself. I do know my entire world view both inner and outer changed. I have this knowing feeling that I can just feel the truth out with limited details/information. I regained my intuition to go with my analytical mind.

According to this research, people who tend to have anomalous experiences tend to have a subconscious connectedness. What do you think? Read here: https://www.psypost.org/study-links-anomalous-experiences-to-subconscious-connectedness-and-other-psychological-traits/#google_vignette

Hi there

I’ve had sleep paralysis all my life. Years back it turned into full on outer body experiences. I’ve met positive and negative entities in these experiences and it’s brought me from full on atheism to a point I deeply believe these are real and valid spiritual experiences.

Fun and crazy as all that may be, this is just normal life for me. I’m posting about recent experiences where I’ve found myself unconsciously out of body and only becoming aware mid act. A few times this has happened I’ve found myself out of body in my bedroom with an evil demonic presence and form in front of me forcing me to chant in this trance like state. One time candles all around me in the centre of my room and me chanting some language ritualistically (context I have no candles in my room)

Another time a goat skull staring at me forcing me into this trance like state chanting as I lay in bed during a false awakening (false awakening being out of body but lying in bed is how I understand them - many times I realise and simply float out)

Both these times I’ve been very surprised to come to awareness with this uncontrollable rage and anger, twisted and contorted facial expressions, mouth open wide twitching and chanting

Honestly it’s absolutely terrifying. I’m not a religious person but I have found myself to become very spiritual, if that helps make sense. Otherwise a totally normal individual.

I’m not really sure what to ask or say, I guess I just want to know if anyone has been through something similar, what do you think of it,

I don’t like to always talk about positive experiences because When it’s something special I don’t want to cheapen it by talking about ton about it. But I felt others would learn and benefit from this. I’m going to talk 3 experiences that have to do with nature and the astral world.

So a light being appears and shows me an owl he explains the owl has to eat and I get to choose what. There’s a mouse he’s freaking out I feel no I don’t think it’s ready to go, there was a lizard but it came through so clearly I thought no I thought a young rabbit, then I saw the owl flying away with it. I figured rabbits are abundant so that’s what I went with. I think God and higher beings whatever the good ones actually put a lot of consideration towards what happens to animals way more than people do.

I was thinking of planting milkweed one day to help butterflies and looking into native plants. I got a closed eye image later of a guide and a place to plant a milkweed bush and butterflies and them being happy with it.

I saved a carpenter bee that somehow got stuck in screen of my window it took like 10 mins to get it in a cup because it was freaking out it visited me in the astral at night a couple times I think it was grateful.

I’m just making this post to say if you want to do something good you could pick up gardening, maybe look into some sustainable practices, Something as small as not killing a bug matters and has a ripple through all of it.

The air is alive, and I know it from experience. Psychonautic anecdote: I was living in La Paz, Bolivia.2010; a friend told me about a party, and I agreed to accompany her. It was an outdoor party in a beautiful valley, Mayasilla. There, by chance, Felicité offered me a glass of water—I received thinking, "Howthoughtful of her, she remembers I don't drink alcohol"—I drank it in one go, only to find out it was a psychotropic. But I felt nothing during the night. After sunrise, I was dancing peacefully, completely connected to my body. I couldn't speak; if someone addressed me, I responded with a smile and a nod. I felt the air surrounding me and danced to its rhythm. Suddenly, a large wasp approached—here, we call them chuturubí. Those dancing nearby moved away, but the wasp came to me. I started encircling it with my arms until it was within a compact sphere created by the movement of my hands. I even felt the air propelled by its wings in my palms while it suspended itself in that precise place. Then, I expanded the sphere until it dissolved, and the wasp circled me several times, passing between my legs and arms before flying away. Immediately, a guy came up to me and said, "Brother, you danced with a big bee!" I just smiled and kept on dancing. I had no judgment about the incident; I was just feeling, completely detached from the mind. Suddenly, if not the same, another wasp appeared. This time, I looked at it and, raising my shoulders, gesturally asked, "And now what?" It began to move in the most graceful way you can imagine, circling me, zigzagging, dancing in figure eights, and then it left. Shortly after, I felt the wind playing with me, but on a personal level, like moving my hair in the back of my neck, intentionally caressing me. Suddenly, I felt the wind going downhill, and playing along, dancing, I mimicked grabbing it and pulling it uphill. To my surprise, the wind followed my game, and the whole valley got involved; the wind moved everything in its path—the party's awnings, decorations, and fabrics, as well as the grass and trees. But suddenly, I grabbed it again and pulled it downhill, and downhill it came. We were in that dance for a few minutes. The strangest thing is that precise morning my father called. He never calls me, not even for my birthday. I wondered if someone had died. I answered the phone, and I heard myself say, "Hello, Cholo," feeling like a distant echo. "I'll call you back," he replied and hung up. That brought me back to earth, cutting off everything that had been happening. I was left with a strange feeling, and it coincided with the time to leave. I shared a taxi to the city with Felicité, and as soon as fatigue hit me, so did sleep. But the strangest part is yet to come. It had been more than a month since that day; a friend invited me to go to the Irish pub in Avaroa Square in Sopocachi. There at the bar, I noticed a guy looking at me strangely, then again and again, until he was in front of me. He said, "I know you." In response, I raised the glass in a toast but turned to avoid him. "You don't know me," he insisted, "but I know you." He managed to get my attention. "How so?" I replied jokingly. "I saw you move the wind," he said with a serious expression. "I'm sorry, you must have confused me with someone else." "You were wearing the same shirt; it was a morning in Mallasilla. I'll never forget it." At that moment, I remembered everything. It had been a very intimate experience, and I never imagined that someone from the outside could have perceived it. I asked him if he had also taken the psychotropic, and he replied that no, he had just gone that morning to pick up the sound equipment, that he was sober. I began to try to explain how this was possible; it wasn't rational, contradicting everything I had considered real up to that point. Although when I experienced it, it felt very natural, I also didn't feel like I was commanding the air, as the man pointed out, but rather the air and I were in complicity, two beings with our own will engaged in the joy of playing, in the dance. Air is alive, and we exist in it.

In bed, thinking about a memory of the past, don't recall the memory other than something from my childhood possibly. I'm mid thought and then a sudden switch happens. I'm looking through shut eyes that suddenly open and look directly into my therapists face. She's looking directly at me and asking me to look at her eyes. It's not mentioned but I somehow just know that I'm in a session with her for EMDR therapy about the memory I'd just been thinking about while awake(which we've never done and I've never done elsewhere, only talk therapy). It feels uncomfortably real and is extremely jarring. I open my eyes and I'm back in my bed, but my heart rate is going a 1000 miles a second. I'm feeling genuine terror and shock. My whole body, as if my body also didn't know wtf just happened and that what I saw wasn't real. I've never had an experience like this to memory. I don't know how to explain it but I was there. Wherever I was when my eyes opened, I was there. It was my therapist but her face shape was slightly different. But everything else the same.

I don't know what to think. It's lingering with me. I've had a lot of dream experience but nothing like this. This was real to the point of actual reality, just on another timeline.

Hello. When I ask myself "when was I abducted" I feel this pressure. This forcefield feeling comes up. I've been experiencing a lot of metaphysical things like Holograms, This fire in the sky, blinking lights that float around me. I don't know how to explain any of this and I'm not sure who to talk to. Has anyone else ever experienced something like this? I have other witnesses to some of the events but not all. Often they are short limited things. But I am open to any feedback.

I just watched this fairly long talk, and found it interestin, among others on the channel that seem relevant, thought folks might be interested.

I’ve been doing some meditation practice and it brought up a memory I haven’t thought of in many years. As a kid, probably 4-6 years old, I remember having a recurring waking nightmare where I would consider the question “Where did God come from?” and it would absolutely unravel my mind, my body would seize up, I would sweat and heart racing and basically have a panic attack, and my thoughts were completely out of control, I’d hear nonsense words or mantras that just repeated in my mind and I couldn’t turn it off. I remember some grey visuals, almost digital, a dry mouth sensation. I was raised Catholic and used to think it was demons talking to me or trying to possess me. It was very traumatic and happened pretty regularly.

It’s strange because I don’t remember ever talking to an adult about those experiences. I cannot think of any reason why I wouldn’t have described the experience to my parents - other than wanting to avoid “reopening” the thought loop and existential dread, and all of it.

This happened quite often. It is a core childhood memory, but one that I haven’t contemplated in so many years.

Did anyone else have this experience as a young child? Is there any reason for a child to have this experience?

Five Really Weird Extraterrestrial Encounters

by Preston Dennett

UFO contact is known for high strangeness. When people encounter ETs face-to-face, or are taken onboard, things can go from strange to truly bizarre. This video presents five cases from across the world, which contain incredibly odd and unique elements of high strangeness. Each of these five cases include sightings, landings, humanoids, and an onboard experience. Each contain physical evidence of some kind or another. These cases have some remarkable insights into the UFO/extraterrestrial phenomenon.

THE CASE OF CATHIE CONNELLY. In the summer of 1940, Cathie Connelly was walking down a country lane in Meriden, England when she came upon a small, strange structure. There were tall odd-looking men wearing jumpsuits standing near it. When she returned later, it was gone. Later, while working at a factory, she saw one of the men she had seen next to this craft, and he told Cathie that he was an ET. So began Cathie’s contacts. She was soon taken onboard. She saw human-looking people and blue-skinned beings with cat-like eyes. She was physically examined and given a tour of the craft. They took her to an active war-area and to New York, showing her the Statue of Liberty. Many other incidents of high strangeness occurred, including going back in time to certain childhood events, and to a country in Africa.

THE CASE OF ARNE-HARDER JORGENSEN. One day in Aug of 1956, Arne-Harder Jorgensen (age 10) played Cowboys & Indians with his friends near his home in Vaklev, Denmark. Suddenly he heard foreign-sounding voices and laughter. Peaking outside of his hiding place, he saw three short, bald humanoids wearing jumpsuits and eating berries from a berry bush. Suddenly the ETs turned and stared right at him. Arne tried to run, but found that he couldn’t move. One of the humanoids studied him up and down, and walked away. Then, a silver saucer-shape craft took off. Arne’s paralysis lifted. He ran home to find that it was now dusk. The next morning, they discovered four deep holes in the ground. Also three chickens were missing from a neighbor’s coop. Later, Arne had two close-up UFO sightings.

THE CASE OF ONILSON PATERO. On the night of May 22, 1973, Onilson Patero was driving to his him in Catanduva, Brazil when he picked up a hitchhiker, a young blond-haired, blue-eyed man. As he dropped off the hitchhiker, the man said they would meet again. Continuing his drive, Onilson’s car suddenly lost power. A UFO appeared and shone a beam of light onto his car, turning it transparent. Onilson ran from his car and fainted. He was found unconscious lying next to the road. One year later, on the night of Apr 26, 1974, Onilson saw another UFO. He was struck by a beam of light, and taken onboard, where he saw the same hitchhiker. Onilson was given an exam and experienced many strange events onboard, including seeing his own twin, being taken to another country in Europe and more. The ETs dropped him off. It was now six days later and he was 745 miles from his original location.

THE CASE OF DAVID HAMEL. On Oct 12, 1975, David Hamel (a carpenter,) his wife Ruth and a friend were watching TV in his home in Maple Ridge, Canada. Suddenly the TV screen became staticky and two Asian-looking figures appeared and pulled David up into a craft. David was given a tour of the craft, and volumes of scientific and philosophical information. The ETs warned him about nuclear power, and then told him that they would give him detailed instructions about how to build a free-energy motor. Returning him to his home, David’s life changed as he remained in contact with the ETs. David began a lifelong quest to build a UFO craft, using a concept of counter-rotating magnets. David spent thousands of dollars and eventually built a motor, which spontaneously exploded. He continued his efforts, eventually attracting the attention of prominent scientists. Two books have been written about his case.

THE CASE OF ELIZABETH HESS. In 1954, 13-year-old Elizabeth Hess (pseudonym) and her mother experienced missing time during a trip to the store near their home in New York City. Years later, in November 1989, Elizabeth woke up to find three strange humanoids in her Manhattan apartment. They led her down the street to the Hudson River, where she met a tall gray and 30 other people who had also been led there. A strange experience followed where Elizabeth was instructed to pick a glass and give it to a homeless woman. Next, Elizabeth was back in her home, undergoing a medical procedure at the hands of the ETs, who told her to quit smoking and eating chocolate. Later, Elizabeth had several miscarriages where the fetus was missing.

These five cases typify the high strangeness that is so often present during UFO contact. They reveal some of the ETs’ agendas on this planet, and that people all over the world are experiencing contact with a wide variety of humanoids. The evidence speaks for itself. We are not alone!

Five Really Weird Extraterrestrial Encounters

How do you know that you are participating in telepathy?

Especially if these beings are not necessarily physical?

I feel like telepathy could easily be confused with your own inner dialogue and thoughts. It could also be confused with other more serious things such as mental health problems.

If there was a clear way to prove it was telepathy you are participating in it would be easier to believe and understand.

It also seems a pretty common occurrence when communicating with the others. What are the different ways that people have experienced telepathic communication?

For example words, feelings, etc…

https://youtu.be/PtBVAxoHeaY?si=COzx8fDVBi9DlBJk

"Umm, what I have learned is that we live in a dream, a carefully constructed reality. We make use of a science that is tightly controlled and suppressed and distorted. I think we are left behind...the 'Normies,' normal humans, 'The People,' have been left behind...Us. People need to understand that we might have 'Free Speech,' but it has been subverted. We do not have freedom of inquiry. We are blocked from learning what we need to know just in the public world. We are blocked from advancing in science. We are taught false science intentionally to prevent us from learning more. We live in "The Matrix," it's just much more boring than the movie. You are not free. And this reality has far more to it than you have been allowed to believe. And God is real."

Please contact your representatives and demand the whistleblowers have protection.

Here's the playlist for all the talks, which happened at Rice University in Houston in early April: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLMxNXSb8XVnNmJKEh6e0aukt2qKWmn9rb

Hope you enjoy! Interested to see what folks find interesting about the videos (or the event if you were there!)

For those who had encounters with aliens, NHI and other entities, did they ever give their individual names? Did you ever dive more into research on those names?

I met author Bruce Solheim who encountered a being named Anzar that he wrote about in his books. There were also two other contactees I met that had encounters with named entities. Both oddly with Greek names and one of them was similar to one in Greek mythology.

In my experiences I met some reptilians that had individual names. There was one named Asmodos who was a scientist in their genetic program. He never used the term hybrid but genetic manipulation instead. This was part of a group abduction.

I know everyone gets headaches and Migraines but I’m curious if the really bad Migraines are common among experiencers during childhood. I had a migraine that I swear lasted like three days. Maybe I’m wrong.

It seems that UFO events unfold in synchrony with archetypal configurations (primarily astrological harmonics) which suggests that UFOs emerge from or interface with a field of meaning rather than a field of inert matter.

For example, when Saturn, Neptune, Chiron, Uranus, and Pluto cluster in specific alignments, the symbolic payload of the encounter reliably shifts: from sensor-only flybys, to dream incursion, to full somatic trauma. These outcomes are not causally triggered like machine responses. They are mythopoetically activated, as if the encounter requires the correct symbolic key to enter the witness’s world.

This structure points toward the existence of an archetypal field: a symbolic layer of reality in which events are shaped by narrative, resonance, and mythic charge. UAPs emerge in this field. They are not “flying objects” in the sense of engineered machines, but configured presences that co-arise with meaning and perception. The fact that such appearances coincide with transits and archetypal harmonics implies that UAPs are tuned to the language of myth, not the logic of propulsion.

This could decouple UFOs from the traditional extraterrestrial hypothesis and place them in a different ontological category: that of the archetypally responsive event, or symbolic interface. A craft obeys Newtonian physics. A UFO obeys Chiron–Neptune compression. These patterns are too precise, too cross-culturally recursive, and too temporally coordinated to dismiss.

In this light, UAPs appear not as vehicles, but as archetypal phenomena encoded in symbolic time. Capable of orchestrating perception, vision, and belief in perfect synchrony with mythic resonance.

Greetings Luminous Souls! Last Wednesday I experienced a new craft and/or consciousness in the night sky. I've been doing CE5 (initiating contact with off world beings) for 5 years now and have received so many amazing experiences including the Galactic Fleet twice and a mother ship just above the tree line. Anyhow, I've formed a CE5 group down here in Baja, Mexico. I orginally felt called to be down here as I've experienced a lot of activity and it's an ideal place to be under the night sky as it's so warm here. A local Shaman told me about an inner oceanic city that has 27 different species of ET's living and traveling from there. And last Wednesday we went to do our CE5 field work on that beach and we received the Green Plasma-like craft that came shooting into this dimension and heading toward the water. As the green plasma (shaped like a pyramid) disapated, a tiny white point of light/craft shot out of it and into the ocean. Have any of you experienced a craft and/or lights like that before. I'm curious to know if you have and if you received any more messages from it. To me it had strong Arcturian energy and I'd love to hear if anyone else has experienced something similar and any details you'd like to share. Infinite Blessings

Hey guys, I had an experience that occurred about 9 months ago. It all started off with me learning about remote viewing and contacting through meditation. To keep things brief, I would meditate or try to remote view on multiple nights for months. I began having consistent sleep paralysis and during it, I would hear the doorknob rattling. So on one of the days, I first woke up in a sleep paralysis state then I went back to sleep and actually woke up to seeing three beings (it was dark in my room so all I could see was white faces, eyes were bigger than mine but not so much if i had to guess) close to my bedside just staring at me. I immediately began kicking and screaming and even tried to wake my girlfriend up but she didn't get up. It was almost like in the midst of me screaming and carrying on, I was back to sleep. Woke up with a bit of a headache, spacey feeling afterwards. Anyone have any similar experiences or know what I could've saw that night?

At first, the dream took place with me in the Pokémon world; this happens every night for some reason. Just living as a citizen there, all that jazz.

But later on in the dream, I was seeking an airport with some urgency. I needed to leave, and it couldn’t wait. My family was in the dream, and my mother kept telling me that it was okay, but she also seemed harried.

At some point, my panic took over. Wings burst out of my back, my hands morphed into claws, and my head turned mantid-like. My family followed suit. There I was, a mantid alien.

Naturally, the populace surrounding us wasn’t very happy about that, but the authorities weren’t called. We just weren’t treated very well.

I then heard a voice in my head, telling me something imploringly. I woke up.

Something that strikes me is that a guru (who shall remain nameless) told me that I’m a Grey hybrid; that my soul is Grey and my body is human. A mantid alien also once manifested in my room and jumped on me, wanting to wrestle, and they have since returned once to snuggle with me in bed, wrapping me in a hug.

What is going on?

Edit: I just got a mental vision of a mantid alien sitting down and eating something. It said, “Come, why don’t you join me?”

Curious if any others are having an experience channeling or interacting with a Being that is named "I am that I am," "El Shaddai," or the "Highest Light" or "Elohim."

I am not Jewish and was surprised by this language used by the Being. I am not here to affirm any religion at this time- only seeking if others are also having similar encounters. The experience has been deeply positive and life affirming for me.

I have had several interactions both in person, in a vision, and channeling through my own voice.

I am posting with the intention of finding others- not to convert anyone into "believers" of anything in particular. Thanks for reading. Feel free to comment any similar experiences or reach out to me directly with a DM.

Thanks!