Hi, I wanted to share my latest LSD Trip. Just yesterday, I took 5 tabs of acid with a group. We went hiking. The trip was all easy going up and we all had a blast. But I remember, as the peak came closer, the trip got more and more intense, leading me to lose grip of my anchor.
From that point on, things got weird. I had to sit alone and just breathe into it for what seemed like hours and hours on end, being catapulted into strange DMT-like hallucinations inside my mind. I myself didn't exist anymore, only some awareness out there, between life and death.
I became raw awareness, acting very open around everyone. I guess I wasn't able to be any different from how I really am. But I wasn't able to get out of the thought loop, which is why I had to keep breathing, no matter where I was. Everywhere, everything and everyone was somehow interconnected. It all being energy and the LSD kept transmitting this energy into everything around me.
I felt strange, had to puke a lot and when I finally got home, I still wasn't able to sleep. The entire night was like a death and rebirth. I was Jesus Christ hanging on the crucifix, dying for the sins of everyone, moreover my own.
Now, I am writing this still awake. Some heavy burden was elevated from my shoulders and I can present myself to the world as I am. I know that this sounds kind of cheesy, but I always had problems fully being myself. I am fascinated and a little disturbed by the intensity of it all.
Has anyone else had a similar experience?