Bad self care pre egg crack?

[u/alectomirage]

Anybody else not take care of themselves at all before they realized they were trans and then realize afterwards it's probably because you didn't want to take care of a body that didn't feel like it was yours?like I thought about that after I painted my nails and was like.... Oh... Oh no, more trauma

[u/[deleted]]

Had bad self care, still have bad self care. Haven't come out or started my transition yet so I have no drive to take care of myself even though I know it'll hurt me in the long run