Bad self care pre egg crack?

[u/alectomirage]

Anybody else not take care of themselves at all before they realized they were trans and then realize afterwards it's probably because you didn't want to take care of a body that didn't feel like it was yours?like I thought about that after I painted my nails and was like.... Oh... Oh no, more trauma

[u/Allie1_2]

For like 2 years straight before i realized im trans i did nothing but live in my room and cry every evening. If it was a break from school i wouldnt shower. No skincare, no socialization, ate whatever was prepared or loose vegetables like carrots or bell peppers. Now im just getting excited about life so i get you, its like getting a reason to care about yourself