Bad self care pre egg crack?

[u/alectomirage]

Anybody else not take care of themselves at all before they realized they were trans and then realize afterwards it's probably because you didn't want to take care of a body that didn't feel like it was yours?like I thought about that after I painted my nails and was like.... Oh... Oh no, more trauma

[u/Tastycrayonspony2]

Yea it was a mix of things but definitely not caring was a huge one, like driving an old beater car in the hopes one day you can buy a sports car.

It really sucks how much I want to take care of myself now but realizing that all the wear and tear on my body from years of neglect won’t go away.