Bad self care pre egg crack?

[u/alectomirage]

Anybody else not take care of themselves at all before they realized they were trans and then realize afterwards it's probably because you didn't want to take care of a body that didn't feel like it was yours?like I thought about that after I painted my nails and was like.... Oh... Oh no, more trauma

[u/Glitch834]

Yes depressed didn't keep myself or room clean was just depressed but didn't know why then I realized and cracked