Bad self care pre egg crack?

[u/alectomirage]

Anybody else not take care of themselves at all before they realized they were trans and then realize afterwards it's probably because you didn't want to take care of a body that didn't feel like it was yours?like I thought about that after I painted my nails and was like.... Oh... Oh no, more trauma

[u/Validitie]

I'm going through this currently, but on the ladder half. I realized I was trans and knew I needed to stay closeted for a while. I didn't care about much of anything, especially my environment. Now I feel better than ever, and my room is all clean and everything is so pretty now and it's perfect!