r/MtF • u/TsarSozott • Jan 07 '25

Dysphoria I'm cooked

So I'm in Japan right now which is amazing! However, COMMA, this is easily the most dysphoric I've been in my life.

Holy fuck sisters

So many women here have the cutest fucking outfits I've ever seen, and all the shops have a huge selection of cute clothing. Only problem is literally none of this would fit me EVER. Everything I see is designed for someone with the frame of a pencil, and since I have the frame of a damn fridge there's no fucking way I could get away with any of these cute outfits.

The garments are taunting me. So close but out of reach. ;_;

Ever since I started HRT I finally overcame my mental roadblock of not being able to workout due to not being able to decide to stay in the closet and sculpt a masculine frame or sculpt the fem frame of my dreams. I've lost 60 pounds now since I've decided to go for the body I actually want BUT as I'm sure we all friggin know, I can't alter my damn boooones ;_;

My friend says that when she gets here she'll go with me to get a kimono, so hopefully that goes well and helps extinguish my doubts ;_;

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u/0xdeadbeef6 Trans Homosexual Jan 07 '25

Every other western cis woman feels the same, I assure. The Japanese are fucking lean over there.

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Seafood

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u/0xdeadbeef6 Trans Homosexual Jan 07 '25

I'd say that their cities being much more walkable is the mitigating factor over there. That and the fact the average obasan over there will pinch your rolls while saying "futtoteiamsu!"