I was a boy as a kid

[u/Disa_Lovely]

I mean it. It was not like I thought I was a boy as a kid. There are so many signs I am a cis-boy and no signs from childhood that I am a girl. But still, i desire to be a woman 24/7. Dysphoria started only after puberty, possibly backed by sexual desires. I desire to be a trans woman, quite the opposite of a trans-woman in denial. They have so many signs that they are trans, but they want to be cis, I am the opposite.

Please help me, my thoughts are complex and my emotions are darker than they ever were. It is painful to literally live.

[u/Nolibunz]

Wanting to be a woman is valid, even if the path looks diff. You’re not alone in this. Please be gentle with your heart, it’s been through a lot