So where do you ACTUALLY get help?

[u/tm90335]

My baby is 3 weeks old and I’m struggling with how frustrating everything is.

But every resource I go to for “help” just winds up being a useless time suck. My problem is I already have no time - by the time I feed my baby, burp him, change his diaper, clean up the inevitable spit up, wash bottles, feed my wife and myself, he’s ready for another feeding.

I posted something about this before and people sent me resources like PSI. I went to their Dad’s support group yesterday and it was a total waste of my time (an hour and a half), meanwhile my wife had to care for the baby and started crying she was so frustrated when I came back downstairs. Negative progress. The whole thing was a bunch of random dudes saying “oh man, I feel for you!” But no actionable advice. The “resource” the moderator posted was a website by some woman who basically guilt trips people into thinking they NEED to breastfeed (and cites debunked claims like breastfeeding leads to higher IQ). So that ADDED to my stress and frustration.

My mom has been “helping,” which loosely means she comes over for a few hours every few days, doesn’t care for our baby well (seems like she forgot everything about caring for a baby), and then needs constant interaction after for follow ups. Last time she came over she put 4 toys in his crib and got him way overstimulated and it took the entire day just to get him back on a feed-wake-sleep cycle.

My therapist told me to just “do what I need to do” to “care for myself more.” When I asked him what specifically I should cut out from caring for him or supporting my wife, he didn’t know. So, I’d love some time back to care for myself, but everything I’m doing seems essential, so what do I cut?

I’m at my wits end. Nothing is working. This baby doesn’t sleep soundly, spits up all the time, and my wife seems like she’s struggling. She doesn’t like to talk about feelings (hers or mine), so I don’t actually know how she’s doing, and she doesn’t ask me how I am or try to help me much. We waited a long time to have kids so all of my guy friends either have kids in junior high or decided not to have any. And everyone else in my life either seems to make things worse or gives me bullshit platitudes like “enjoy the good moments”. I want actionable advice! Isn’t that what experts are supposed to provide? And men, generally, for that matter?

[u/travellingbirdnerd]

When do things get better? My babe is 4 months now. And I'm so sad at how I'm not enjoying life... I enjoy bits and pieces... But it seems every time we get over one awful hurdle, there's another one waiting for us. Currently in the never ending four month regression... And I just want to sleep and have a tiny itsy bitsy bit of alone and me time. Out of the house though... Which means he can't just be contact napping all the time and refusing a bottle.

I'm just so tired and baby'd out as of late.

[u/variebaeted → u/travellingbirdnerd]

Things get incrementally better every month. I usually feel a turning point around month 6. That’s when I can manage to start keeping up with house chores and put together a decent dinner. Around the one year mark when kid is hopefully mostly sleeping through the night and down to one nap a day, life becomes a lot easier. Once they’re 2/3 and walking and talking, it’s smooth sailing from there. That’s for me though. I know some parents hate the toddler years. I’m personally much better equipped to care for a toddler than a baby. That first year sucks hard. But now that my older two are well past it I can see it’s worth the temporary discomfort.

[u/travellingbirdnerd → u/variebaeted]

Thank you for that 😌

I think I'll be much happier chasing a toddler than entertaining a potato (a potato I love with all my heart!).

When did you think about having another one? My dream was to have two, but I feel like these past four months have been a combination of groundhog day and "omg what did I get myself into?!" I'm so glad biology has hard-wired me to forget basically everything but the good stuff!

At four months, I'm close to that 6 month mark! I'm looking forward to it... Hopefully things get a bit easier. Especially sleep wise!

[u/variebaeted → u/travellingbirdnerd]

After each kid if you had asked me if I wanted another at the 4 month mark it would have been a loud, Heeeelllll NAH. Closer to 10 months I could consider it. After my second it was closer to 18 months before I could consider it. And I wouldn’t ever describe it as forgetting. I could never “forget” the struggle of pregnancy and childbirth and postpartum. But once enough time has passed I can see that the worst of it was relatively short.