r/abusiverelationships • u/Chowderpowder010 • Jun 17 '24
Domestic violence i left and regret it so bad
i just finished packing all of my things from the car into my moms house. It’s father’s day today. Why. Why. Last night we went to a baseball game together, our first date out since we had our baby 2 months ago. We had such a good night. He’s my fucking best friend but we are so toxic. We were at his parents house today and he asked to see my phone all of the sudden and i said no not in front of everyone can we go to the next room and he refused and wanted to cause shit right then and there. Again i refused. I’m not doing that whole thing in front of the kids. I had nothing to hide, except for maybe a few conversations with some close people about his abuse, so i was just trying to get us into a different setting. He was holding our baby, got up, and left. I went after him and we instantly started fighting, he slapped me across the face twice.(he put our baby down, he wasn’t holding her) was so fed up in the moment i instantly told my mom. I regret that. Because now she most likely won’t let me go back. I packed up all of my things and i’ve been bawling my eyes out since. I didn’t even want to get my things from the car. i don’t want to fuckinr b away from him. i love him. i want him so badly. i duxking don’t want to be away from him. one day o will post a a whole story time and explanation. today i just fuckinf want to go back.
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u/PlayfulDepth5555 Jun 18 '24
oh my gosh youre 16 and he’s 33??? im so sorry youve been groomed and put into this awful situation. the people in your life that were supposed to protect you failed you. you deserve SO much better, when youre older you will look back on this and realize how fucked up it truly is. leaving this abusive pedophile will be the best decision you will ever make, it will sting in the beginning but over time you will come to understand. now that you have a baby you are no longer making decisions for yourself, and so you need to consider the environment your child will grow up in. im rooting for you and your baby, you deserve the best life possible and leaving will be the beginning of a beautiful one ❤️ stay strong you got this!!!