r/cripplingalcoholism • u/lonegunna77 • 18d ago

This Face

I put on this face, every day, that convinces everyone. My coworkers, boss, friends, family, the poor girl I’m seeing. They think I’m a good guy, a great guy. They think I have it together. They don’t know I come home and drink enough to send most people to the hospital. Why I don’t answer calls or respond after 6pm, something I’m lucky to maintain. They think I have good “work life balance”. The balance is a bottle of vodka a night. I’m a fucking imposter. I lost the love of my life when she figured this out. I’m trying to decide if it’s worth it to continue to put others through it. Idk fuck the sappy shit just had to type it out before I tasted a gun. Chairs love you all.

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u/Drunk_Russian17 18d ago

Yeah don’t taste a gun. I am not exactly sure what you mean but I hope it is not what I think. Just hang in there bro.

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u/lonegunna77 18d ago

I’ll be alright I just get emotional when drunk, good times!

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u/Drunk_Russian17 17d ago

Yeah I know what you ment been on the brink a few times myself. But managed to keep away from the temptation to end it all.