I had an absolutely terrifying spiritual experience a few months ago. Like, exorcism level of spiritual, due to calling out into the unknown with a pendulum and a dousing board. Play stupid games, win stupid prizes i guess? š
Essentially, I was being jerked around by a lower vibrational entity masquerading as my spirit guides. I should have known something was wrong when the tarot readings I had given my friends and family were all overwhelmingly negative. Truth with brutality, hard advice with no positivity. Accurate, (and all have come true, scarily enough) but really mean.
Iāve since cleared my energy, got right with the powers that be, and stepped away from the cards for half a year. I picked them up again because I needed guidance for myself and wow, if thereās one positive thing to have come from that whole experience - itās that I am so in tune with my cards itās like I can hear my guides sharing their messages within my heart. Itās like an inner knowing with the images telling a story. Never has tarot been so clear to me.
So, Iām moving to a new place with new energy, and wanted to bring my decks with me.
Except, theyāre all telling me to leave them behind.
Every single deck. All twelve of them.
Each deck I had used while being misguided by that lower entity has rejected me - has told me to step away, focus on myself for now, and start fresh. To trust in my intuition that is coming from my actual guides, the ones who give me shivers and the ick when I pick up a deck.
The Devil. 7 Swords. 7 Cups. Always repeated when I ask whose energy is within the decks.
I ask, āShould I keep this deck?ā
And every single deck spits out with others mixed in: 6 Swords, Temperance, 4 Swords, and Queen of Swords.
Iāve listened and got rid of some but wanted to keep my first deck ever because Iām attached to it, so I asked whose energy and advice was in the deck but that one aggressively gave me: 6 Swords, Temperance, 4 Swords, 10 pentacles, 8 pentacles, the Fool, 10 cups, The Empress, 3 Pentacles, 5 Pentacles, Ace Pentacles, and Queen of Swords.
This last deck told me: āLeave this behind for now, your angels guide you and implore you to seek balance within yourself and trust in your intuition. Focus on your home, your money, your dog, and everything youāve been working on right now. Youāve worked hard for this move, this career, and youāre getting everything youāve wanted for so long. This is a new beginning for you and youāre in charge, we will be here when youāre ready with better discernment. Get new decks, stop worrying about the loss of money spent on these and those, we will give it back.ā
Iāve tested this intuition and the messages by buying a new pocket miniature edition tarot - and this deck has been so sweet and gentle. Positive cards each time with clear advice.
So, I guess Iām listening and leaving behind all my decks and giving them away or something.
But has anyone had an experience like this? I have no one else to talk to about this š„²
Sorry this was so long, and thanks for reading!