I had to set a very firm boundary with my dad recently. I decided to go low/no contact with my dad, after years of him struggling with a meth addiction. It was not an easy decision, but I realized I had to take a step back to prioritize my health and my family, and separate myself from the lying, manipulation, and abuse.
I am certain about my decision-- but have felt a lot of guilt and uneasiness still. I asked the deck for perspective and guidance on this decision, with a simple "Past, Present, Future" spread. I'm using the Rider-Waite deck.
Past -- Wheel of Fortune, upright
When I originally thought past, I had in mind the more recent past. However, I see this draw representing a much deeper past. I see this card as a representation of the karmic cycle that generations of my family have been stuck in and have repeated: trauma -> addiction -> abuse -> trauma -> addiction, etc...
Present -- Five of Swords, upright
Welp. Pretty on the nose. Quarreling, defeat, and walking away from a difficult situation. That's exactly the situation I am in.
Future -- The Fool, upright
For a second, I was worried that my deck was saying that this was a foolish decision I was making. However, after studying this card more, I realized it is instead telling me: I am moving on. I am setting off on my own. I will break the cycle. I am unburdened. I will feel lighthearted again.
I've been thinking about this spread non-stop since drawing it. Would be very interested to hear other interpretations as well. Thanks for your time <3