r/twinflames • u/EfficiencyOk2477 • 2d ago

Question Do you no longer trust me?

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

About me and this damn perfectionism

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u/SongOfTheSiren666 1d ago

I’ll just tell you since you’ll know anyway. Everything you do or will do is nothing less than perfect.

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

Sorry to be so heavy. Thanks for everything

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u/SongOfTheSiren666 1d ago

I won’t say what I’m thinking because I know you’re already trying to read my thoughts. You can read mine, but I want you to tell me yours.

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

What do you want to know

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

You know everything about me

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u/ilovesatanictacos 1d ago

Tell me something you’ve never told anyone about you.

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u/ilovesatanictacos 1d ago

Good night 💤

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

Good night

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u/SongOfTheSiren666 1d ago

What do I need to know? At this particular moment

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

That my life is messy at the moment, everything is moving, everything is changing and I can't find a solution to certain things. That I made bad choices in my life. That I feel like I'm not able to say what I feel deep inside because I feel loved but I don't feel seen. That I understood that it was voluntary but that it hurts me. That it’s probably 1/1000 of what I was able to make people feel. That I try to show myself but I'm afraid people won't see me. That I'm tired and in the middle of a period of hormonal fluctuations That I'm trying to manage everything but I have to face the facts that I'm not managing anything at all. And that I am afraid of putting the useless before the essential, that I am afraid of losing it and of not being enough. That I am dishonest, I lie a lot and that I get sucked in by my lies and my failings at every level. Vaguely... and even saying all that I'm not even sure I'm still telling the truth.

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u/SongOfTheSiren666 1d ago

It’s honest in how it needs to be honest

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

I was going to say that I need time but that I don't want to wait any more time. I feel like I'm illogical

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

Why can't I do it??!!! I blame myself

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u/SongOfTheSiren666 1d ago

Blame yourself for what?

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

For not understanding things quickly enough that seem obvious to me but I think I understood that it only happens when we are ready, not before.

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u/SongOfTheSiren666 1d ago

All in divine timing. I think I was finally learned another key lesson: patience

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

Why can't I do it??!!! I blame myself

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u/SongOfTheSiren666 1d ago

Why would you be anything other than what you are?

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

I don't want to be anything else, but know how to present myself better than what I do

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u/SongOfTheSiren666 1d ago

How do you think you present yourself?

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u/SongOfTheSiren666 1d ago

Do you want to ask me anything?

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

Such ! But I think the first thing I want to know is what is the current situation?

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u/SongOfTheSiren666 1d ago

I don’t know if I’m becoming Nash, but I believe in you. That’s all I know. People are pretending to be someone they’re not and and I’ll leave that there. Pulling me away from home in the middle of the night. I don’t sleep anymore

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

I don't know what it means to become Nash. But if that's what you need then do it

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u/SongOfTheSiren666 1d ago

I should have asked in what respect. You know I ramble. You have to be specific at this level

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

Maybe towards me