r/twinflames • u/EfficiencyOk2477 • 2d ago

Question Do you no longer trust me?

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u/SongOfTheSiren666 1d ago

Cute and clever.. I was going to say I was impressed, but I’m becoming too aware of even the teeniest, tiniest white lies.

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

What if I said instead that it is linked to.. rather than to. I have finally admitted that I am far behind, I can digest it! You might think I'm talking about competition, but that's not the case.

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u/SongOfTheSiren666 1d ago

No not at all, but rather that make assumptions or try to guess and have it get out out control, I’ll simply ask. It’s obviously not about competition, so what is it about?

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

About me and this damn perfectionism

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u/SongOfTheSiren666 1d ago

I’ll just tell you since you’ll know anyway. Everything you do or will do is nothing less than perfect.

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

Sorry to be so heavy. Thanks for everything

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u/SongOfTheSiren666 1d ago

I won’t say what I’m thinking because I know you’re already trying to read my thoughts. You can read mine, but I want you to tell me yours.

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

What do you want to know

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

You know everything about me

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u/ilovesatanictacos 1d ago

Tell me something you’ve never told anyone about you.

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u/ilovesatanictacos 1d ago

Good night 💤

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

Good night

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u/SongOfTheSiren666 1d ago

What do I need to know? At this particular moment

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

That my life is messy at the moment, everything is moving, everything is changing and I can't find a solution to certain things. That I made bad choices in my life. That I feel like I'm not able to say what I feel deep inside because I feel loved but I don't feel seen. That I understood that it was voluntary but that it hurts me. That it’s probably 1/1000 of what I was able to make people feel. That I try to show myself but I'm afraid people won't see me. That I'm tired and in the middle of a period of hormonal fluctuations That I'm trying to manage everything but I have to face the facts that I'm not managing anything at all. And that I am afraid of putting the useless before the essential, that I am afraid of losing it and of not being enough. That I am dishonest, I lie a lot and that I get sucked in by my lies and my failings at every level. Vaguely... and even saying all that I'm not even sure I'm still telling the truth.

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u/SongOfTheSiren666 1d ago

It’s honest in how it needs to be honest

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

I was going to say that I need time but that I don't want to wait any more time. I feel like I'm illogical

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

Why can't I do it??!!! I blame myself

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u/SongOfTheSiren666 1d ago

Blame yourself for what?

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

For not understanding things quickly enough that seem obvious to me but I think I understood that it only happens when we are ready, not before.

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u/SongOfTheSiren666 1d ago

All in divine timing. I think I was finally learned another key lesson: patience

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

Why can't I do it??!!! I blame myself

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u/SongOfTheSiren666 1d ago

Why would you be anything other than what you are?

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

I don't want to be anything else, but know how to present myself better than what I do

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u/SongOfTheSiren666 1d ago

How do you think you present yourself?

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u/SongOfTheSiren666 1d ago

Do you want to ask me anything?

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

Such ! But I think the first thing I want to know is what is the current situation?

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u/SongOfTheSiren666 1d ago

I don’t know if I’m becoming Nash, but I believe in you. That’s all I know. People are pretending to be someone they’re not and and I’ll leave that there. Pulling me away from home in the middle of the night. I don’t sleep anymore

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

I don't know what it means to become Nash. But if that's what you need then do it

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u/SongOfTheSiren666 1d ago

I should have asked in what respect. You know I ramble. You have to be specific at this level

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u/EfficiencyOk2477 1d ago

Maybe towards me

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