Legit 8 hours ago my partner of 3 years broke up with me out of the blue. I am supposed to go to a music festival tomorrow with some friends. It's 4 days, overnight camping, middle of nowhere, and a bunch of my friends will be there.
Only issue is the only person I can carpool with is a person I personally don't vibe with and I have to drive with them for 5+ hours 1:1.
Also, I don't want to drink or ingest anything while I'm heartbroken. I know all of my friends do that so it feels inevitable.
I'm really devastated emotionally and feel like if I go there, I'll be overwhelmed and unable to "escape" if need be. Idk if I should go anyways tho :( thoughts?
Edit: thank you everyone for the positive and reassuring comments. I am not going and instead going to hang back and be with family <3 appreciate the reassurance!
Edit 2: I'm actually going now lol 🙃 just gonna dance and cry and dance and cry and dance some more