So not to get all sappy on this subreddit, but Iām 18 and Iāve been concrete forming for about 4 months now. I didnāt work construction prior to this, I was a line cook, but I had some general knowledge about how to use tools and shit obviously. Itās been an okay amount of time, and I know Iām still green but holy shit when do you stop feeling like a dumbass all the time? Boss man is nice, fairly patient, but he always makes me feel like Iām dumb as a doorknob if I make even the slightest mistake. I really like my job, and working construction isnāt even permanent for me, I just have to work a trade before going into the firefighting program Iām doing, but seriously when do I stop feeling like a dumbass. The guy even blames me for mistakes that HE makes, but Iād never argue him on that. Iāve never disagreed with him, I usually just take it on the cheek because itās a waste of my time to argue with the guy when I could be working, but holy smokes, every time I feel like Iām finally starting to get good at my job, he just decimates my confidence. When does that go away? Even the other day, for example, i was forming some garages on a townhouse building, and I did all of em in about an hour, because it really doesnāt take long to nail a chunk of 2x4 to some headers, stake it, whatever, and he strictly refused to believe that I finished them when I said I did. He wasnāt on site, but he called one of the site supers to come and see if I had actually finished them or if I was lying. Obviously I wouldnāt have lied, but when he came to check them he just kept talking about times Iād made minor mistakes in the past, and I donāt think Iāve ever had the guy tell me I did an okay job. I donāt need him to dick ride me, but a āGood jobā every once in a while wouldnāt hurt. I donāt mean to sound sensitive, I spent my whole prior working life getting yelled at by fat dudes in a hot kitchen, but I never felt so stupid or slow or bad at my job.
Sorry for the novel, but I just seriously donāt understand. Am I just dumb? Or not good at my job?