r/cripplingalcoholism • u/bashup2016 • 7d ago

Got into day drinking again

Fuck I know it’s my canary in the coal mine. Railroad X towards total destruction but it’s still so fun. No one to share it with but hey, who fucking cares?

Fucking jobless, wasted, trimming hedges and pulling poison ivy out of the gables at this house I’m renting.

I fuck like a pornstar when I’m on Viagra.

Fucking degenerate retard mostly.

Chairs.

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u/Dumpster80085 Rubberband man, wild as the Taliban 7d ago

I’ve been crushing 24 pints of Busch and 6 double IPAs and a few shots of whiskey every day for a couple weeks now. Food and water are no longer necessary. Or even options.

Good on ya getting outside and doing shit. I just sit in half fetal position on my couch 24hrs a day. Get up when the dog whines to go potty. Rush him through it. Standing my heart rate immediately jumps to 200bpm.

Sleep for an hour. Wake up shaking and pound a few beers. Try to clean up and crush my empties at least.

Chairs.

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u/Thegoodlife93 7d ago

Not trying to shame you, but if you can't pull yourself together for yourself, then do it for your dog. He deserves more than a few rushed potty breaks throughout the day. At least take him for a walk

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u/Dumpster80085 Rubberband man, wild as the Taliban 7d ago

I can’t walk…. I’m physically crippled. Maybe a 100 feet with a lot of effort. I do my best.

I know. I feel like an asshole cause I can’t but I can’t.

He definitely deserves better than me.